The Entire March Family TrilogyHowells, William Dean
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The Entire March Family Trilogy
Howells, William Dean
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The affair was now irretrievable, but she gave her approval to it as
superbly as if it were submitted in its inception. Only, Mr. Fulkerson
must not suppose she should ever like New York. She would not deceive
him on that point. She never should like it. She did not conceal,
either, that she did not like taking the children out of the Friday
afternoon class; and she did not believe that Tom would ever be
reconciled to going to Columbia. She took courage from Fulkerson's
suggestion that it was possible for Tom to come to Harvard even from New
York; and she heaped him with questions concerning the domiciliation of
the family in that city. He tried to know something about the matter,
and he succeeded in seeming interested in points necessarily indifferent
to him.
VI.
In the uprooting and transplanting of their home that followed, Mrs.
March often trembled before distant problems and possible contingencies,
but she was never troubled by present difficulties. She kept up with
tireless energy; and in the moments of dejection and misgiving which
harassed her husband she remained dauntless, and put heart into him when
he had lost it altogether.
She arranged to leave the children in the house with the servants, while
she went on with March to look up a dwelling of some sort in New York.
It made him sick to think of it; and, when it came to the point, he
would rather have given up the whole enterprise. She had to nerve him to
it, to represent more than once that now they had no choice but to make
this experiment. Every detail of parting was anguish to him. He got
consolation out of the notion of letting the house furnished for the
winter; that implied their return to it, but it cost him pangs of the
keenest misery to advertise it; and, when a tenant was actually found,
it was all he could do to give him the lease. He tried his wife's love
and patience as a man must to whom the future is easy in the mass
but terrible as it translates itself piecemeal into the present. He
experienced remorse in the presence of inanimate things he was going
to leave as if they had sensibly reproached him, and an anticipative
homesickness that seemed to stop his heart. Again and again his wife had
to make him reflect that his depression was not prophetic. She convinced
him of what he already knew, and persuaded him against his knowledge
that he could be keeping an eye out for something to take hold of in
Boston if they could not stand New York. She ended by telling him that
it was too bad to make her comfort him in a trial that was really so
much more a trial to her. She had to support him in a last access of
despair on their way to the Albany depot the morning they started to
New York; but when the final details had been dealt with, the tickets
bought, the trunks checked, and the handbags hung up in their car, and
the future had massed itself again at a safe distance and was seven
hours and two hundred miles away, his spirits began to rise and hers to
sink.
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