"Thou dost not need to ask such things, my son,"
Paul with a grave severity replied.
"To ask them is to ask me that I judge
A fellow-servant. What am I to judge
The servant of another, I who am
Servant myself with him of the same Lord?
I will not judge my neighbor; nay, myself,
Mine own self even, I judge not; One is Judge,
He who the Master is, not I that serve.
If so be, the inspired, not sanctified,
Mere man, entrusted with the word of God--
Our human fellow in infirmity,
Remember, of like passions with ourselves--
Indeed in those old days wherein he wrote,
His enemies being the enemies of the Lord,
And speaking he as voice at once of God
And of God's chosen, His ministers to destroy
Those wicked--if so be such man, so placed,
Half conscious, half unconscious, oracle
Of utterance not his own, did in some part
That utterance make his own, profaning it,
To be his vehicle for sense not meant
By the august Supreme Inspiring Will--
Whether in truth he did, be God the judge,
Not thou, my son, nor I, but if he did--
Why, Stephen, then that psalmist--with more plea
Than thou for lenient judgment on the sin,
Thine the full light, and only twilight his,
With Christ our Sun unrisen--the selfsame fault
As thou, committed. Be both thou and he
Forgiven of Him with Whom forgiveness is--
With Whom alone, that so He may be feared!"
Abashed, rebuked, the youth in silence stood,
Musing; but what he mused divining, Paul,
With gently reassuring speech resumed,
Soon to the things unspoken in the heart
Of Stephen spoke and said: "Abidest still
Unsatisfied that anything from God,
Though even through man, should less than perfect be,
Or anywise other than incapable,
Than utterly intolerant, of abuse
To purposes profane? Consider this--
And lay thy hand upon thy mouth, nay, put
Thou mouth into the dust, before the Lord--
That God Most High hath willed it thus to be,
That thus Christ found it and pronounced it good.
Who are we, Stephen, to be more wise than God,
Who, to be holier than His Holy Son?"
"Amen! Amen! I needs must say, Amen!"
In anguish of bewilderment the youth
Cried out, almost with sobs of passionate
Submission, from rebellion passionate
Hardly to be distinguished; "yea, to God
From man, ever amen, only amen,
No other answer possible to Him!--
Who is the potter, in Whose hands the clay
Are we, helpless and choiceless, to be formed
And fashioned into vessels at His will!"
"Helpless, yea, Stephen," Paul said, "but choiceness not;
We choose, nay, even, we cannot choose but choose--
The choice our freedom, our necessity:
Free how to choose, we are to choose compelled.
We choose with God, or else against Him choose.
Which wilt thou, Stephen? Thou! With Him or
against?"
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