During this time, in compliance with the wishes of Melanius, who seemed
unwilling that I should become wholly estranged from the world, I
occasionally paid a visit to the neighbouring city, Antinoë, which, as the
capital of the Thebaid, is the centre of all the luxury of Upper Egypt.
Here,—so changed was my every feeling by the all‐transforming passion that
possessed me,—I wandered, unamused and uninterested by either the scenes
or the people that surrounded me, and, sighing for that rocky solitude
where Alethe breathed, felt _this_ to be the wilderness, and _that_, the
world.
Even the thoughts of my own native Athens, that were called up, at every
step, by the light, Grecian architecture of this imperial city, did not
awaken one single regret in my heart—one wish to exchange even an hour of
my desert for the best luxuries and honours that awaited me in the Garden.
I saw the arches of triumph;—I walked under the superb portico, which
encircles the whole city with its marble shade;—I stood in the Circus of
the Sun, by whose rose‐coloured pillars the mysterious movements of the
Nile are measured;—all these bright ornaments of glory and art, as well as
the gay multitude that enlivened them, I saw with an unheeding eye. If
they awakened in me any thought, it was the mournful idea, that, one day,
like Thebes and Heliopolis, this pageant would pass away, leaving nothing
behind but a few mouldering ruins,—like the sea‐shells found where the
ocean has been,—to tell that the great tide of Life was once there!
But, though indifferent thus to all that had formerly attracted me, there
were subjects, once alien to my heart, on which it was now most
tremblingly alive; and some rumours which had reached me, in one of my
visits to the city, of an expected change in the policy of the Emperor
towards the Christians, filled me with apprehensions as new as they were
dreadful to me.
The peace and even favour which the Christians enjoyed, during the first
four years of the reign of Valerian, had removed from them all fear of a
renewal of those horrors, which they had experienced under the rule of his
predecessor, Decius. Of late, however, some less friendly dispositions had
manifested themselves. The bigots of the court, taking alarm at the spread
of the new faith, had succeeded in filling the mind of the monarch with
that religious jealousy, which is the ever‐ready parent of cruelty and
injustice. Among these counsellors of evil was Macrianus, the Prætorian
Prefect, who was, by birth, an Egyptian, and—so akin is superstition to
intolerance—had long made himself notorious by his addiction to the dark
practices of demon‐worship and magic.
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