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An ashy pallor overspread Alexis' face. His heart leaped sickeningly.
Then tolled against his ribs like a knell. It tolled so raspingly--it
tolled so loudly that all the world--that Anne herself must hear it.
"Why didn't you let me know?" he demanded softly. Was he never to cease
paying for the feeble nightmare which had made Claire his? "Why was I
not told?" he repeated with the same irate quiet.
Robert Elliott looked at him with grudging compassion. So the fellow
could feel after all? Well, it was time he did! A throb of hatred seared
him. "She did not wish to have you know. It was a matter of pride. She
had no use for your pity, she only wanted you----" he hesitated over the
word, "your love."
Before the suffering in the man's eyes, Alexis lowered his own. They
fell upon the pinched features of the swooning girl.
"She is coming to," he whispered, between dry lips.
Like folded pansies, the dark eyes slowly unfurled. Into their shadowed
depths Alexis plunged his agony and his shame. "Claire, what have I done
to you?" he groaned.
The pansies opened wide. Terror crept into their wounded depths. The
pale lips twisted.
"You have told him?" She looked up at Robert Elliott reproachfully.
He nodded. "Yes." His voice died into a hoarse murmur.
"How dared you when I'd forbidden it?" she cried weakly. Great tears
slid down the hollow cheeks. She suddenly burst into uncontrollable,
frenzied sobs that shook the feeble body.
Fear gripped Alexis as he watched her writhe in a vain effort to control
herself.
"Don't, dear Claire," he cried, touching with clumsy fingers a lock of
hair which clung against the drenched cheek.
"I wanted to spare you this," she gasped, raising drowned eyes to his.
A flood of shame swept over Alexis, together with an unbearable,
wrenching pity. Pity for the suffering he had inflicted. Shame for the
unheeded seed sowed so wantonly and without love. Despair that his heart
should be empty of all save compassion. Futile, shameful anger against
Claire that it was she, the unloved, and not Anne, who was to mother his
first-born. Face drawn and gray, he bent over Claire in an agony of
contrition.
"Don't, Claire, don't. You will hurt yourself!" He looked up at the
doctor, who had risen and was trying to appear unconscious of a scene
which was literally tearing at his very marrow. "Hadn't we better carry
her into her room and put her to bed, Elliott?"
The power of speech had deserted Elliott. He nodded. They were about to
gather her up in their arms, but Claire pushed them away, almost with
violence.
"No, I will not stop here another night, with Aunt. I couldn't bear it!"
Alexis shot a desperate look at the other man, who shook his head
gravely. "She had better be humored," he said decisively.
Claire's sobs grew fainter. She looked up at Dr. Elliott gratefully.
Alexis forced himself to a bitter decision. "How would you like to go to
my apartment in Gramercy Park?" he asked with dreadful reluctance.
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