Italy -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Violinists -- Fiction
He broke in quickly. "Ah, that was different. That was only for the time
being. This is for life. That was a whim, a condescension. Not to be
taken seriously like marriage."
"I took it seriously," her voice was quick with reproach.
"I know you did, and I loved you for it, although it nearly broke my
heart. To feel that you belonged to another man, that you had given
yourself of your own free will was the most fearful hell I hope to ever
have to undergo. But this is ten times worse. It isn't only that I am
going to lose you forever, that is bad enough, God knows, but to know
that you will be miserable, unhappy, completely out of your sphere. Ah,
that is more than I can bear."
She laid her hand upon his sleeve pleadingly. "But if I can bear it, if
I feel that it is the right thing to do? Won't that help at all,
Vittorio?"
"But how can I know that you are not sacrificing yourself again? There
is something mysterious about this. You are keeping something back,
Anne."
She turned from him with a hopeless shrug and leaned her elbows on the
balustrade.
"There's nothing mysterious about it, Vittorio. Alexis is alone in the
world. He needs me and I am fond of him."
He went towards her impulsively. "Fond of him! You call that love? Fond,
is that a word to build a marriage upon?"
"I'm only quoting you. Haven't you told me many times that love wasn't
necessary to a happy marriage?"
"If I did I was lying and you knew it, my Anne, or you would have taken
me a dozen times over. And I was always patient because I felt that love
would come to you finally. And lately, I was so happy, happier than for
years. Your letters were so wonderful. I could hear you calling to me
between the lines. I felt the time was rapidly approaching when you
would awaken to your need of me. Oh, Anne, you're not a capricious
woman. You couldn't have written to me like that just out of caprice. I
feel I have the right to ask for an explanation."
She turned towards him blindly as he leaned beside her on the parapet.
Their groping hands met and clung. "You have a right to all I can tell
you, Vittorio." Her fingers trembled in his strong clasp. "But there
isn't much to say. When I wrote you I thought I was free. And--then he
came--and I discovered that I had made a mistake. So I telegraphed to
you not to come."
The grasp upon her hand tightened nervously. "You mean you discovered
that it was he and not I whom you loved after all?"
"Perhaps," her voice came muffled.
"But don't you know, dear heart?"
The fingers in his fluttered. "Yes--I know."
The words were almost inaudible. And he was forced to lean close in
order to hear them at all. Then almost before she knew it, his arms were
about her. His lips rained kisses upon her averted face.
"Carissima, it is I whom you love. I, Vittorio! How many times shall I
have to tell it to you?"
The exultant voice deafened her. Giddy, on the point of defeat, she
pushed him away with the palms of her hands, and fell into a chair.
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