Italy -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Violinists -- Fiction
"What is the matter, Anne? Won't you tell me, dear? You're so different
from your former self, so unapproachable. So almost irritable. Are you
unhappy about this man? Do you care for him, perhaps? Has love finally
come to you after all these years?"
Again she avoided the earnest gaze. "I don't know. I--I'm afraid not."
"You don't know?" he stammered.
"No." The word came draggingly from pale lips.
"But what is it, dear one? Do you intend to marry this boy? Is that why
you say you are afraid?"
"No." Once more the monosyllable was barely audible. Then she turned and
faced the honest eyes squarely.
"I cannot marry Alexis even if I want to. He has a wife already!"
"Ah!" he breathed painfully. "I understand. And yet you love him, my
poor Anne? He--he is your lover?"
She shook her head. The firelight leapt up the ivory column of her
throat, tinting her hair with living gold.
"No--not yet, Vittorio."
He uttered a low cry almost of joy.
"Thank God! Then it's not too late. Ah, Anne, think what it would mean
to you to take a lover, you to whom marriage was a crucifixion! Have you
forgotten our long talks in the garden? How often you have confided to
me your horror of contact? That is why you have always refused to marry
again? Even me, your very oldest friend! How could you bear it, then, to
have a lover?"
Her face cupped within her hands, Anne gazed into the fire.
"Don't make it too hard for me, Vittorio. Let me explain."
He broke in quickly.
"No explanation is necessary. You love at last. And when a woman like
you loves, she surrenders all. But think well. The ignoble does not suit
you. Your love will not survive it. You will lose caste in your own
eyes--you will be talked about--whispered about----"
Anne laughed grimly. "Talked about, whispered about! Am I not accustomed
to that!"
"Ah, that was different, beneath your notice. Only the truth can sting a
woman like you. Anne, believe me, if you take a lover you will be very
unhappy, I--I dread to think of it." He bowed his head upon the mantel.
She rose, and approaching him, laid her hand upon his thick, black hair.
"Poor Vittorio, how good you are to me. Much, much too good!"
"I good to you?" he turned beneath the caressing fingers and looked at
her in surprise. "But I love you. I would do anything to prevent your
suffering. If you will only marry me now, before it is too late, I
promise never to demand anything for myself. We will go first to Mexico
if you like, and then back home to Italy. It will be just the same as
ever between us, only I shall be there to protect you. And with change
of scene and distance you will forget all this madness."
She shook her head dully.
"Oh, no, it is impossible, dear. But why Mexico?" she asked, momentarily
diverted.
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