Italy -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Violinists -- Fiction
"But I am neither Roman Catholic, nor Unitarian. I wear no label or tag
of any sort, thank the pagan gods. And as I do happen to want to marry
another woman, I warn you now that if you refuse to get a divorce
against me, I shall do something desperate."
"Alexis, Alexis!" The tortured cry sprang from her involuntarily. "What
can I do? I am ready to die to make you happy, but I cannot consent to a
divorce. It would be a sin. A living lie!"
"A sin! A living lie! That is all cant and gibberish. I was sorry for
you a while ago, Claire. I pitied you from the bottom of my heart. But
you are hard as stone. If you had consented to do what I asked I would
have been happy to settle half of my future income upon you, as I am
taking up my violin again. But you are like a rock, as fixed in your
mold as a fossil in its shelf of prehistoric stone."
She wrung her hands. "Oh, Alexis, don't speak to me of money! I'd rather
kill myself than to take a penny from you under such conditions."
He eyed her wrathfully.
"But even that satisfaction is denied you by your church!"
"How you hate me!" She rose to her feet and faced him drearily.
His expression softened. "No, Claire. I never have hated you. You are
mistaken. I even loved you once--as a sister."
"As a sister!" She flung her hands out before her blindly. "My God, what
a fool, what an ignoble fool you must think me! And I did it all for the
best. You were so ill, so distraught. So unlike yourself. The doctors
advised me to do it. And you asked me, yourself. There was no other
woman! I was so young, I loved you. I had always loved you, Alexis. The
gift of myself seemed small in comparison with your need. I never
thought it would bring unhappiness to you. Women seemed to mean so
little in your life."
He stepped towards her uncertainly, a horrified question back of the
anger in his eyes.
"But didn't you know, didn't you understand why I asked you?"
Cold perspiration broke over her quivering body. The claw-like dread
clutched once more at her heart.
"What do you mean, Alexis?"
He laughed cruelly.
"The interesting little scene in my room, so beautifully stage-managed
by my dear mother?"
She rose with a cry. "Alexis! You think I did--that?"
"Why not?" he shrugged. "The doctor said I needed a wife. That was a
good way to provide me with one. When a child refuses to take medicine,
it must be forced down his throat." He laughed excitedly.
"But Alexis, how? Why?"
She fell limply into a chair and he saw by her stricken face that she
was innocent. He was seized by devastating remorse. He ceased his pacing
abruptly.
"But Claire, this is terrible! I have been judging you all this time
when you were innocent. I might have known better!"
Claire looked at him in amazement.
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