The Eskdale Herd-boy: A Scottish Tale for the Instruction and Amusement of Young PeopleBlackford, Mrs. (Martha)
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The Eskdale Herd-boy: A Scottish Tale for the Instruction and Amusement of Young People
Blackford, Mrs. (Martha)
Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Scotland -- Juvenile fiction; Shepherds -- Scotland -- Juvenile fiction
In the evening of this day Mrs. Martin felt herself better, and, for the
first time since her illness, spoke to her husband on the subject of
William. Mr. Martin told her he was with her brother, and likewise that he
had heard from himself; he then stated what Captain Elliott had said as to
William's being allowed to remain with him, but owned he was very averse
to this plan. Mrs. Martin answered very calmly: "My dear husband, as far
as my judgment goes, I perfectly agree with my brother. I would not
certainly have chosen that William should be a sailor if I could have
prevented it; but, as he has acted, I think it is the best thing we can
now do. He will be under my dear brother's care; and I shall now,"
continued she, looking at her husband with tenderness, "die in peace on
his account, convinced that Elliott will exert every means to correct and
improve my poor boy, the last legacy of a dying sister." Mr. Martin, quite
alarmed by this address, asked her if she felt herself worse, and rose to
send for Mr. Armstrong. She laid her hand gently on his arm; "My dearest
love," said she, "I am not worse; but I own I have been watching for an
opportunity of preparing your mind for what I believe myself to be
inevitable; I do not say I shall die immediately, yet I am convinced my
constitution is so shattered, that a very short time will now be allowed
me to prepare for my awful change. I have thought that, by letting you
know what my own opinion is, your mind would be better able to bear the
stroke when it happens than if it came upon you suddenly; beside, my
beloved husband, I have much to say to you with regard to Helen. At
present, I must have done, my strength will not permit me to continue the
conversation; only write, my dearest love, to my brother, and tell him I
consign my son entirely to his management, and I trust he will endeavour
to guard his father from all future anxiety on his account; he has cost
him quite enough already." The last words were spoken so low, that they
were evidently not meant for her husband's ear.
He had remained quite motionless all the time she was speaking. When she
ceased, he became almost convulsed with agony for some minutes; but a
violent shower of tears relieved him, and most probably saved either his
reason or his life, or indeed perhaps both. Helen's coming into the room
showed him the necessity of composure; and hastily passing her, saying he
must send answers to his letters, he left the room and shut himself up in
his study, there to implore compassion and resignation from a being, who
is never deaf to the petitions of the humble and sincere believer.
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