As the love and admiration which we naturally conceive for some
characters, dispose us to wish to become ourselves the proper objects
of such agreeable sentiments; so the hatred and contempt which we as
naturally conceive for others, dispose us, perhaps still more
strongly, to dread the very thought of resembling them in any respect.
Neither is it, in this case, too, so much the thought of being hated
and despised that we are afraid of, as that of being hateful and
despicable. We dread the thought of doing any thing which can render
us the just and proper objects of the hatred and contempt of our
fellow-creatures; even though we had the most perfect security that
those sentiments were never actually to be exerted against us. The man
who has broke through all those measures of conduct, which can alone
render him agreeable to mankind, though he should have the most
perfect assurance that what he had done was for ever to be concealed
from every human eye, it is all to no purpose. When he looks back upon
it, and views it in the light in which the impartial spectator would
view it, he finds that he can enter into none of the motives which
influenced it. He is abashed and confounded at the thoughts of it, and
necessarily feels a very high degree of that shame which he would be
exposed to, if his actions should ever come to be generally known. His
imagination, in this case too, anticipates the contempt and derision
from which nothing saves him but the ignorance of those he lives with.
He still feels that he is the natural object of these sentiments, and
still trembles at the thought of what he would suffer, if they were
ever actually exerted against him. But if what he had been guilty of
was not merely one of those improprieties which are the objects of
simple disapprobation, but one of those enormous crimes which excite
detestation and resentment, he could never think of it, as long as he
had any sensibility left, without feeling all the agony of horror and
remorse; and though he could be assured that no man was ever to know
it, and could even bring himself to believe that there was no God to
revenge it, he would still feel enough of both these sentiments to
embitter the whole of his life: he would still regard himself as the
natural object of the hatred and indignation of all his
fellow-creatures; and, if his heart was not grown callous by the habit
of crimes, he could not think without terror and astonishment even of
the manner in which mankind would look upon him, of what would be the
expression of their countenance and of their eyes, if the dreadful
truth should ever come to be known. These natural pangs of an
affrighted conscience are the dæmons, the avenging furies, which, in
this life, haunt the guilty, which allow them neither quiet nor
repose, which often drive them to despair and distraction, from which
no assurance of secrecy can protect them, from which no principles of
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