Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
we become older, as the spreading oak gives more shelter. That we
could but take to the soul some of the greatness and the beauty of
the summer!
"I cannot leave it; I must stay under the old tree in the midst of
the long grass, the luxury of the leaves, and the song in the very
air. I seem as if I could feel all the glowing life the sunshine
gives and the south wind calls to being. The endless grass, the
endless leaves, the immense strength of the oak expanding, the
unalloyed joy of finch and blackbird; from all of them I receive a
little. Each gives me something of the pure joy they gather for
themselves. In the blackbird's melody one note is mine; in the
dance of the leaf shadows the formed maze is for me, though the
motion is theirs; the flowers with a thousand faces have collected
the kisses of the morning. Feeling with them, I receive some, at
least, of their fulness of life. Never could I have enough; never
stay long enough--whether here or whether lying on the shorter
sward under the sweeping and graceful birches, or on the
thyme-scented hills. Hour after hour, and still not enough. Or
walking the footpath was never long enough, or my strength
sufficient to endure till the mind was weary. The exceeding beauty
of the earth, in her splendour of life, yields a new thought with
every petal. The hours when the mind is absorbed by beauty are the
only hours when we really live, so that the longer we can stay
among these things so much the more is snatched from inevitable
Time. Let the shadow advance upon the dial--I can watch it with
equanimity while it is there to be watched. It is only when the
shadow is _not_ there, when the clouds of winter cover it, that the
dial is terrible. The invisible shadow goes on and steals from us.
But now, while I can see the shadow of the tree and watch it
slowly gliding along the surface of the grass, it is mine. These
are the only hours that are not wasted--these hours that absorb the
soul and fill it with beauty. This is real life, and all else is
illusion, or mere endurance. Does this reverie of flowers and
waterfall and song form an ideal, a human ideal, in the mind? It
does; much the same ideal that Phidias sculptured of man and woman
filled with a godlike sense of the violet fields of Greece,
beautiful beyond thought, calm as my turtle-dove before the lurid
lightning of the unknown. To be beautiful and to be calm, without
mental fear, is the ideal of nature. If I cannot achieve it, at
least I can think it."
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