Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
Everything is so full of life, everything around him, the grass-blades,
the flowers, the leaves, the grasshoppers, the birds; all the air is so
full of life that he himself seems to live more largely only by being
conscious of this multitudinous life. And at length he prays. He prays
for a deeper and a fuller soul, that he may take from all something of
their grandeur, beauty, and energy, and gather it to himself. In
answer--let us think--to this prayer there was granted unto him a
Vision. To every man who truly meditates and prays, there comes in the
end a Vision--a Vision of a Flying Roll; a Vision of Four Chariots; a
Vision of a Basket of Summer Fruit. To this man came the Vision, rarely
granted, of the infinite possibilities in man. He saw how much greater
and grander he might become, how his senses might be intensified, how
his frame might be perfected, how his soul might become fuller. Morning,
noon, and night he sees this Vision, and he prays continually for that
increased fulness of soul which is the chief splendour of his Vision.
"Sometimes I went to a deep, narrow valley in the hills, silent and
solitary. The sky crossed from side to side, like a roof supported
on two walls of green. Sparrows chirped in the wheat at the verge
above, their calls falling like the twittering of swallows from the
air. There was no other sound. The short grass was dried gray as it
grew by the heat; the sun hung over the narrow vale as if it had
been put there by hand. Burning, burning, the sun glowed on the
sward at the foot of the slope where these thoughts burned into me.
How many, many years, how many cycles of years, how many bundles of
cycles of years, had the sun glowed down thus on that hollow? Since
it was formed how long? Since it was worn and shaped, groove-like,
in the flanks of the hills by mighty forces which had ebbed. Alone
with the sun which glowed on the work when it was done, I saw back
through space to the old time of tree-ferns, of the lizard flying
through the air, the lizard-dragon wallowing in sea foam, the
mountainous creatures, twice elephantine, feeding on land; all the
crooked sequence of life. The dragon-fly which passed me traced a
continuous descent from the fly marked on stone in those days. The
immense time lifted me like a wave rolling under a boat; my mind
seemed to raise itself as the swell of the cycles came; it felt
strong with the power of the ages. With all that time and power I
prayed: that I might have in my soul the intellectual part of it;
the idea, the thought. Like a shuttle the mind shot to and fro the
past and the present, in an instant."
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