Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Jefferies, Richard, 1848-1887
"I am trying all I can to move altogether to the neighbourhood of
the sea. Possibly, even Dorset or Devon might answer; or, failing
that, I may try to pay a short visit to Schwalbach, and see if the
natural iron medicine of a mineral spring may do what compound
physic cannot. But I fancy the sea residence would be preferable.
"Change is the only thing that as yet has affected me, which seems
to point conclusively to an exhausted system rather than to
disease."
To Mr. Scott he writes in a similar strain. It galls him to think of
being "patronized," and, indeed, if that were the view taken by the
council of the Royal Literary Fund, I, for one, should be the first to
agree with him. But it is not. Jefferies was wrong about the supporters
of the Fund which is, in fact, assisted by everybody who ever makes any
success in literature, and by every writer of any distinction either in
letters or in other fields. He adds, however, a paragraph in which I
cordially agree, and to the carrying out of the suggestion contained in
it some of us have, during the last three years, devoted a great deal of
time and effort.
"We ought, of course, to have a real Literary Association, to which
subscription should be almost semi-compulsory. We ought to have
some organization. Literature is young yet--scarce fifty years
old. The legal and medical professions have had a start of a
thousand years. Our profession is young yet, but will be the first
of all in the time to come."
He goes on to speak of his health:
"Ever since Christmas I have been trying to move to the sea-coast,
but I cannot effect it. I cannot stick to work long enough to
produce any result, the extreme weakness will not let me, so that I
cannot do anything. Whatever I wish to do, it seems as if a voice
said, 'No, you shall not do it. Feebleness forbids.' I think I
should like a good walk. No. I think I should like to write. No. I
think I should like to rest. No. Always No to everything. Even
writing this letter has made the spine ache almost past endurance.
I cannot convey to you how miserable it is to be impotent; to feel
yourself full of ideas and work, and to be unable to effect
anything; to sit and waste the hours. It is absolutely maddening."
In November he writes again. He is at Crowborough, where the fine air at
first seemed to be restoring him. He could walk about in the field at
the back of the house.
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