To her now he stood forth clothed in magnificence. She could think upon
him only in superlatives. He was fearless and he was unselfish; he was
kind and generous and as honest-hearted as God's own clear sunshine.
She knew now, suddenly and for the first time, because he had shown her,
what the simple word _man_ meant. How far apart he stood from such as
Brodie, the beast! How high above such as Gratton!--And once, in the
city, she had been ashamed of him and had turned to Gratton! Because he
had appeared to her without just so much black cloth upon his back cut
in just such a style! And now how bitterly she was ashamed of her shame.
But for only an instant. Thereafter she forgot shame of any sort and
exulted in her pride of him and in her pride that she was proud.
Yes, in glad defiance of a Gloria that had been, she was proud of the
manhood of a man who had beaten her! He had been right; he had done that
as the last argument with an empty-headed, selfish girl who deserved no
better at his hands, a girl who had been like the Gratton whom she so
abhorred and despised--despised even in death. She had been like Gratton
the cowardly, contemptible, petty, selfish--dishonourable! All along
Mark King had been right and she had been wrong, at every step. He had
been gentle and patient after a fashion which now set her wondering and,
in the end, lifted him to new heights in her esteem. When, without
loving him, she had lied with her eyes and married him, that had been a
Gratton sort of trick--like stealing his partners' food----
_Without loving him_! No, thank God; not that! She had always loved him;
she loved him now with her whole heart and soul, with an adoration she
had saved for him. When in the springtime she had ridden with him
through the forest-lands, when their hands had touched, when he had held
her in his arms--when she had seen him that first time from the stairway
and had looked down into his clear eyes and through them into his
heart--she had always loved him! She wanted suddenly to go to him, to
slip into his arms, to make herself humble in pleading for his
forgiveness. She was not afraid that he would not forgive; he was so big
of heart that he would understand.
"Mark!" she called softly.
In the utter dark she could see nothing. The absolute stillness was
unbroken. She called anxiously: "Mark, where are you?" There was no
answer. She sprang up and called to him over and over. When still there
was no reply she began a hurried search for a match; there were still
some upon the rock shelf. Then it was that she stumbled over something
sprawling on the floor.
"Mark!" she cried again. "Oh--Mark----"
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