"It is only since coming here that I have realized how things will look;
what people will think--and say, curse them. Our being out so long
together; my buying clothing for you----"
"Our being registered as Mr. and Mrs. Gratton----"
His eyes burned, his lips clamped tight.
"Forgive me, Gloria! It was the mad impulse of a moment. I thought as we
went in that it would look strange--a young, unmarried couple; that if I
put down man and wife no one would think anything at all. And we'd be
gone in a few hours; and probably you'd never go back there; and no one
would know who you were."
"I see." Gloria's tone, devoid of expression, gave no clue to her racing
thoughts. "You did that for my sake!"
"Yes," he said eagerly. "As I would do anything on earth for your sake.
You know that, Gloria; you know, and have known for a long
time--always--that I love you. I was going to ask you soon to--to marry
me, Gloria. And now, now you will marry me, won't you?"
"Yes." But Gloria did not say it aloud; not yet. She merely made it
perfectly clear to Miss Gloria Gaynor that she was going to marry
Gratton, and that there was to be no further question of it. And, oh,
God! at this fateful moment, how she hated him! How she loathed and
detested him! While a week ago--yesterday--she had wondered, dreamily,
if she were in love with him! But that was when he was in the city, at
home in his own wilderness. But now! She was in a trap. This man had
made it, cunningly using in his work all that he knew of Gloria Gaynor.
There was no way out, save through the gate of matrimony. And--in her
heart she laughed at him--through that other wider gate beyond, the
gate of divorce. She would accept his name; the name of Gratton stood
high in San Francisco. Then she would tell him how she loathed him; she
would laugh at him, for physically she had no fear of him. And he would
never have her for his own, despite all of his money and his position
and his hideous trickery. Gratton, with all of his shrewdness, had not
taken into consideration one thing: how in the city, on his native
heath, he attracted Gloria; how in the woods he impressed her, in his
unbecoming outdoor togs, as contemptible.
"You know how I love you," he was repeating. And he was sincere; she saw
that in his eyes, in the unaccustomed colour in his face. He loved her
as such an unclean animal could love. Oh, how he sickened her! "Will you
marry me, Gloria? Will you forgive me for having, however
unintentionally, placed you in a wrong light? Will you give me the right
to protect you, to defend your good name? Oh, Gloria----"
Strange that the man had never revolted her as he did now! She wanted to
get up and run from him. Meantime she was telling herself, almost
calmly: "Yes, you'll marry him. The little beast!" She did get to her
feet; he followed her into the hall.
"Let me be alone for a little while," she said quietly. She went to the
stairway. "I am going upstairs; wait here for me----"
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