At this, the most critical moment of her life, it would appear
inevitable that Gloria must bend every mental faculty to grappling with
the vital issues. And yet, as she sat swallowed up in the big chair, for
a space of time she was in a spell, caught up and whirled away from
those about her; she forgot Gratton with the white, angry face; she had
no eyes for Mark King or for Summerling, Steve Jarrold or Jim Spalding.
She was thinking of another day, two years ago, when she and her mother
had been alone in this room. They had been busied with the last touches
of furniture arrangement; they had discussed locations for chairs and
had argued over pictures. Both tired out with a day of effort, they had
come near tears in a verbal battle over the best place for the sole
article remaining unplaced. Gloria wanted it in the hallway; Mrs. Gaynor
pleaded for it over the mantel in the living-room. Finally it was Gloria
who cried with sudden laughter:
"Oh, what _difference_ does it make? We're getting silly over trifles.
Have it your way, mamma."
Trifles! Gloria wondered if any other act of her life had had the
tremendous import of that sudden yielding to her mother's wishes. If the
mirror had been placed anywhere else in the universe, even by a few
inches removed from its present abiding-place, would there be a _Gloria
Gaynor_ in all the world right now? Or would her chair hold quite
another sort of person--Mrs. Gratton? If she had not lifted her
desperate eyes and seen Mark King reflected at the window, how would she
have answered that one final question the "judge" propounded? Would she
have said "Yes"? Or would it have been "No"? She did not know; she would
never know. She had been on the verge, dizzy with profitless
speculation. And now, only the extent of one little word stood between
her and an unthinkable condition. That a whole life should be steered
down one channel or another--oh, what immeasurably separated
channels!--by one's breath in a single-syllabled word----
* * * * *
"You don't answer!" a voice was saying irritably.
She started. They were talking to her, they had been talking to her, and
now she realized that she had heard voices across a great distance, and
by no means as clear to her consciousness as the remembered voice of her
mother two years ago arguing for a mirror over the fireplace. She turned
her eyes on Gratton, since obviously it was he who insisted on an
answer. But King spoke for her.
"Look here, Gratton," he said bluntly, "as far as I can see there is no
reason why Miss Gaynor should pay the least attention to your
effervescings if she doesn't care to. She is a free agent and under no
obligations to you."
"I'll ask your opinion when I want it," snapped Gratton. "Miss
Gloria----"
"You asked me something?" said Gloria. "Pardon me. I didn't hear."
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