The Exclusives (vol. 1 of 3)Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
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The Exclusives (vol. 1 of 3)
Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
But by degrees, this confusion of mind subsided; and then came that
soothing composure, which, after a state of emotion, is always welcomed
with something like pleasure. He opened a favourite author, Owen
Feltham; and he could not read long, without seeing his own necessities
reflected in the page, as in a glass; this is one way by which to prove
whether a moral or religious work be sterling or not, does it apply to
our necessities? does it first probe, and then salve our wounds? Lord
Albert D'Esterre found this book did both; and in its perusal, there
was a sanctity of enjoyment to which he had been long a stranger. This
enjoyment was, however, too soon disturbed by his servant bringing in a
note; he felt it as an unwelcome intrusion; but it was opened after a
moment's hesitation, and contained the following words:
"I am anxious to know how you really are. I too am unwell, and I dread
lest I should have have said or done something this morning, which
may have offended you--oh! if you know how terrible it is for those
who have none to care for them, to suppose for an instant that they
have given pain (however, unwittingly) to the only person whose good
opinion they are anxious to possess, and who has evinced an interest
in their welfare--you would now feel for me. I am not of those who
make a display of their heart's feelings--far from it, I am a miser of
the few treasures which lie hoarded there; it is for that reason that
I mingle with the rest, as though I were one of _them_; and that I am
now writing these troubled lines in the midst of the insipid turmoil
which surrounds me; _tout comme si de rien étoit_. Aid me in bearing
my grievous burthen of existence, and send me one line to be a cordial
for the moment at least; the present moment's ease is all I ever hope
for."
What an overturn to all composure was conveyed in this little bit of
perfumed paper; fifty commencements of reply were made and torn; at
last he rang his bell, summoned his valet, and having given a verbal
answer to the effect that he would shortly obey the commands of Lady
Hamlet Vernon, he appeared in the drawing-room almost as soon as she
could have expected a written reply. She was sitting apart from the
rest of the company with a look of abstractedness and melancholy, the
effect of which was heightened by extreme paleness; her beautiful dark
hair was less carefully arranged than the laws of fashion demanded, but
it was not the less beautiful for that, and some stray tresses fell
gracefully upon her neck; her air, her dress, the subdued expression of
her eyes, were all captivating, and precisely in Lord Albert's _own_
way.
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