The ExplorerMaugham, W. Somerset (William Somerset)
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The Explorer
Maugham, W. Somerset (William Somerset)
British -- Africa -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
'Dick has been imploring me for twenty years to take life flippantly. I
have learnt at last that things are only grave if you take them gravely,
and that is desperately stupid. It's so hard to be serious without being
absurd. That is the chief power of women, that life and death for them
are merely occasions for a change of costume, marriage a creation in
white, and the worship of God an opportunity for a Paris bonnet.'
Julia saw that he was determined to keep the conversation on a level of
amiable persiflage, and with her lively sense of the ridiculous she
could hardly repress a smile at the heaviness of his hand. Through all
that he said pierced the bitterness of his heart, and his every word was
contradicted by the vehemence of his tortured voice. She was determined,
too, that the interview which she had brought about, uncomfortable as it
had been to all of them, should not be brought to nothing;
characteristically she went straight to the point. She stood up.
'I'm sure you two have things to say to one another that you would like
to say alone.'
She saw Alec's eyes grow darker as he saw himself cornered, but she was
implacable.
'I have some letters to send off by the American mail, and I want Dick
to look over them to see that I've spelt _honour_ with a u and
_traveller_ with a double l.'
Neither Alec nor Lucy answered, and the determined little woman took her
husband firmly away. When they were left alone, neither spoke for a
while.
'I've just realised that you didn't know I was coming to-day,' said Lucy
at last. 'I had no idea that you were being entrapped. I would never
have consented to that.'
'I'm very glad to have an opportunity of saying good-bye to you,' he
answered.
He preserved the conversational manner of polite society, and it seemed
to Lucy that she would never have the strength to get beyond.
'I'm so glad that Dick and Julia are happily married. They're very much
in love with one another.'
'I should have thought love was the worst possible foundation for
marriage,' he answered. 'Love creates illusions, and marriage destroys
them. True lovers should never marry.'
Again silence fell upon them, and again Lucy broke it.
'You're going away to-morrow?'
'I am.'
She looked at him, but he would not meet her eyes. He went over to the
window and looked out upon the busy street.
'Are you very glad to go?'
'You can't think what a joy it is to look upon London for the last time.
I long for the infinite surface of the clean and comfortable sea.'
Lucy gave a stifled sob. Alec started a little, but he did not move. He
still looked down upon the stream of cabs and 'buses, lit by the misty
autumn sun.
'Is there no one you regret to leave, Alec?'
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