The Expositor's Bible: The Book of Isaiah, Volume 1 (of 2)Smith, George Adam
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The Expositor's Bible: The Book of Isaiah, Volume 1 (of 2)
Smith, George Adam
Bible. Isaiah -- Commentaries
embark upon it, the failure and their consequent defection only served
to strip this heroic soul of the last rags of selfishness, and
consecrate it more utterly to the will of God and the duty that lay
before it.
A few sentences from the confessions of the Italian patriot may be
quoted, with benefit to our appreciation of what the Hebrew prophet must
have passed through.
"It was the tempest of doubt, which I believe all who devote their
lives to a great enterprise, yet have not dried and withered up
their soul--like Robespierre--beneath some barren intellectual
formula, but have retained a loving heart, are doomed, once at
least, to battle through. My heart was overflowing with and greedy
of affection, as fresh and eager to unfold to joy as in the days
when sustained by my mother's smile, as full of fervid hope for
others, at least, if not for myself. But during these fatal months
there darkened round me such a hurricane of sorrow, disillusion and
deception as to bring before my eyes, in all its ghastly nakedness,
a foreshadowing of the old age of my soul, solitary in a desert
world, wherein no comfort in the struggle was vouchsafed to me. It
was not only the overthrow for an indefinite period of every
Italian hope, ... it was the falling to pieces of that moral
edifice of faith and love from which alone I had derived strength
for the combat; the scepticism I saw arising round me on every
side; the failure of faith in those who had solemnly bound
themselves to pursue unshaken the path we had known at the outset
to be choked with sorrows; the distrust I detected in those most
dear to me, as to the motives and intentions which sustained and
urged me onward in the evidently unequal struggle.... When I felt
that I was indeed alone in the world, I drew back in terror at the
void before me. There, in that moral desert, doubt came upon me.
Perhaps I was wrong, and the world right? Perhaps my idea was
indeed a dream?... One morning I awoke to find my mind tranquil and
my spirit calmed, as one who has passed through a great danger. The
first thought that passed across my spirit was, _Your sufferings
are the temptations of egotism, and arise from a misconception of
life_.... I perceived that although every instinct of my heart
rebelled against that fatal and ignoble definition of life which
makes it to be a _search after happiness_, yet I had not completely
freed myself from the dominating influence exercised by it upon the
age.... I had been unable to realize the true ideal of love--love
without earthly hope.... Life is a mission, duty therefore its
highest law. From the idea of God I descended to faith in a mission
and its logical consequence--duty the supreme rule of life; and
having reached that faith, I swore to myself that nothing in this
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