The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
There followed a pause. I could have laughed in the mad joy of my
revenge. He was an upstart, this patriot; a son of the people. He
would commit her to his own--wive her, I most fervently prayed--and
deposit his jewel, this little pet of luxury, in the squalid cabin at
Camaldoli where he was born. He had often told me of it; of his early
experiences of the joys of life in a place where the peasant could not
fasten his coat against cold, or take refuge from the sun under a
tree, or borrow a stone from the hill for his paths, or renew his
starved patch with manure of leaves, or set a water-butt to catch the
showers, or be buried decently when he dropped at the plough-tail and
died, because buttons, and the shade of trees, and stones, and dead
leaves, and rain-water, and a dead peasant were all taxed alike--items
in a hundred other feudal impositions which left existence hardly its
own shadow to prevail by. And now these joys would be hers; for I knew
that she had not the strength to oppose him, though enough to damn her
own fool fortune by insisting on the Church’s sanction to her
possession of an estate of mud and wattles. I listened eagerly for the
next.
“If thou wilt be my mother’s daughter?” he said.
I could have clapped my hands. I hurried down the passage and out into
the night, fierce, burning, but with an exultation in my rage. The
sight of men risen, scared and listening, as I passed through the
wineshop, served to recall me to myself and to my danger. I was
outcast from these conspirators--if only they had known!
With an effort I composed myself, and turned to them with a smile--
“Messieurs, but the door is between me and the street!”
One of them at that stepped forward, opened it, and gravely bowed me
forth. As gravely I stepped into the rain, and made without hurry for
the beach.
So this was the end to all my exaltation, to my dreams of love and
sacrifice! I stamped in the puddles. “_Vive la tyrannie! vive les
Bourbons!_” I cried to myself as I sped on. So shamed, so wronged, so
spurned! was not the worst justified to me? I saw the shadow of my
loved monster standing solemn sentinel over the single trunk we had
brought with us. Our heavy baggage we had left in Rome. O, _mon
fidèle_! how at that moment I could have stormed my wounded heart out
on thy breast!
“Canst thou lift it and follow me?” I said only.
He answered, the dear Caliban, by obeying.
“Whither?” he growled.
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