The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
The tiny smile that broke then from her lips was my first earnest of
her reality. The sigh she gave was such as a dead sleeper might yield
to the dawn of Judgment. Yet she did not move, or come to me, or show
one sign of the collapse I had expected and calculated on. And, as the
light of the flaring taper fell upon her figure, a new hate and
loathing surged in me, so that the persuasiveness with which I sought
to dress my tones shivered into a mockery of itself--
“Did you not expect me? Did you not know that I hold your life in my
hands?”
“Else why should you have left me to come to this, Diana?”
I shrunk back. What new knowledge of herself, or me, was implied in
the chords of that wasted voice? Yet she smiled still, like one waking
out of a frightful dream.
“Is it not strange, Diana, this end to all we have known and
experienced together? Do you remember the sundial, and the old green
garden, and the nuns in the sleepy village? We are Englishwomen, after
all, Diana. I should like to rest in England.”
“It lies with yourself,” I answered, half choking. “You have but to
speak--I tell you, it needs but a word from you, and all this false
sacrifice is passed by and forgotten.”
Her eyes had been fixed on some vision beyond me. Now in a moment they
were scorching my soul.
“Yes,” she said, “and the word?”
The shame of its utterance should be mine, she meant. If I had shrunk
from the challenge, it would have been to discredit my claim to the
greater wrong.
“Where your husband lies hidden?” I said, with a cold fury at my
heart.
“God forgive you,” she answered only, and fell back.
Her assumption of the holier strength, of the worser grievance, stung
me to madness. I leapt and clutched her by the wrist.
“Fool!” I shrieked; “do you know what you are bringing on yourself? Do
you know how they will kill you? It is not, as in Paris, a shock, and
a sob, and forgetfulness. They will push you from a ladder, and one
will spring and swing himself by your feet, and another leap upon your
shoulders, and squat there like a hideous toad, making sport for the
crowd. And you will be minutes choking and dying, and not one to pity
or relieve you!”
Her eyes had a smile of agony in them; but still it was a smile, and I
could have torn myself in my impotence to change it.
“Ah, yes, one!” she said; “my little unborn baby.”
I sprang back.
“Wretch! Your obstinacy murders it!”
“It gives its life for its father!”
Without sound or warning, she sank at my feet, and lay motionless, her
white face turned upward.
A harsh jest was uttered at my shoulder.
“Bravo! It is so they always think to sport with our feelings. But we
have an infallible medicine”--and the gaoler, coming from behind me,
cut across the senseless face with his whip.
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