The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
He started, looked across, and came to me at once, stumping over the
floor in a rapture of response. He took a stool, and, sitting on it by
me, gazed eagerly into my face, his own--animal, sinful, and
divine--looking from a very burning bush of stubble.
Smiling, in a drowsy warmth, I put out a hand, and let him imprison it
in his own. Ah, foolish little bird, so to commit thyself to the snare
of the fowler! I thought he would have killed it, and tore it back
fluttering and wounded.
“O, how could you?” I cried. “I was so happy; and you have hurt me!”
He leaned in a hoarse agony to me; his breath groaned in his chest.
“O, come to me!” he implored, “while I make one mouthful of you!”
Then, all in an instant, he was sobbing, and tearing at his short
hair, and crying incoherently--
“What have I done?--to wound my dear! Ride me, flog me, use me, but
trust me no more. Bitter, bitter are the gods, who make a man
stiff-kneed for their sport! Not love or penance for me, never, never.
Never to kneel--to lie prone only for a show! O, child! it seems a
little thing not to kneel, but--ah, to see others pray and love,
yourself forbidden--what pity, what pity! I am the Olympian fool; I am
the ass and clown. Behold my livery!”
He pointed to the dress on the wall, and hung his head and arms in a
very grief of despondency. But by now my hurt and little fright were
gone, and my heart touched again to softness.
“Gogo,” I said, “give it me down, please.” And he looked up wondering,
and stirred and obeyed.
“This, and this, and this,” I said, “in pledge of our one-day contract
before Jove, or Jehovah, when the maimed shall be made whole.”
My tears dropped on it, as I kissed it three times and gave it back to
him. He received it wonderingly first, then sadly, and held it
drooping over his knees.
“Whole!” he muttered. “Ay, I don’t question I shall find my legs in
Avalon; but can even Jove restore the rifled flower its honey?”
Suddenly he cast himself down beside me, groaning like a bull.
“O, little maid, little maid! I am a beggar, I am a beggar; but I want
no reversion of a used estate. Though my own goes lame, I am proud.
Give me new-minted money, that no man has worn in his pocket, or none
at all.”
For a moment the great human urgency of the creature made me falter. I
owed him so much! could the devotion of my life more than repay him?
But, alas! it needed but a little reflection to see the fond
ridiculous picture the caricature it was. Had I the right even to risk
a new generation of Gogos? I saw myself in imagination walking abroad,
the proud convoyer of an uncountable number of little shock-headed
Dutch tumblers. Perhaps if our Sovereign King had received that
Carpenters’ Petition, and brought wooden legs into fashion, I might
have been tempted; but it was still the vogue to walk on one’s own
feet.
I sat up, my lips twitching perilously near laughter.
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