The extraordinary confessions of Diana PleaseCapes, Bernard
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The extraordinary confessions of Diana Please
Capes, Bernard
Femmes fatales -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Naples (Kingdom) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
stilt-walker; and presently ventured afield, starting by night,
reaping my little harvest of pence in the far villages by day, and
under cover of dark returning. Gradually I contracted my circuit,
hovering about your prison; and so, once upon a time, peering over the
wall in a wintry evening, spied your figure come and go in the light
of a high room. It might be yours! I must dare all, and cast the die.
Well, Fortune favours--the fortunate.”
He ended, to a little silence.
“Poor Gogo,” I said softly. “It is true, I do believe, that I am her
spoilt doll.”
“And I,” he said, “her Dutch tumbler.”
XVI.
I PUT AN END TO ONE FOLLY
Hanging and wiving go by Destiny, which must be my excuse for
accepting the silken cord which was weaving for my neck all this time.
I knew no more than patient Griselda about my impending fate; yet
Destiny was not to be gainsaid because I seemed content to resolve
upon Gogo for my present welfare and protection.
He, good monster, never alluded again, during all the days I was with
him, to his unhappy passion. He was slavish in his loyalty to his
word, and in his attentions to the poor creature so utterly in his
power. And if I could not but understand the significance of his sighs
and oglings and contortions, my feigned ignorance of those
hieroglyphics was undoubtedly the most merciful of all the tortures I
might have inflicted on him. Thinking of this, I find salve for
certain bruises on my conscience, which, nevertheless, were, I am
sure, quite unnecessarily self-inflicted. I acted for the best, and
with great pain to myself. He has admitted this since, though
confessing he was long in forgiving me.
I was in the tower, in all, but four days, which, nevertheless, might
have been as many weeks for their tediousness. Gogo was an
incomparable slave and henchman, only his devotion necessarily lacked
the relish of publicity. If I could have had but one other to whom to
boast it, I could have endured it longer. But to be Single-heart’s
exclusive fetish, immured in his wigwam and appropriated to his sole
company, was what never appealed to me. Nor do I believe that it does
truthfully to any other. We are omnivorous; we can’t live on
spoon-meat alone; and there is an end of it.
“Gogo,” I said once, “why are you so attached to me?”
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