"I have no home," washer sad reply. "Alas! I have no home, but the
grave. I am a poor, silly, undone woman, in my old age.
Comfortable, and even rich as I was, I am now destitute. I have
neither house nor hall to cover my grey hairs. Oh, if I were only
dead and buried out of this sinful world, to hide the shame of my own
child. An hour is scarce passed since I thought my heart would burst
in my bosom before I would be enabled to reach the Greyfriars'
Churchyard, to lay my head upon Willie Horner's grave, and the graves
of my innocent babes, that sleep in peace by his side. I feared my
strength would fail; for all I wish, is to die there. I did reach
the object of my wish, and laid myself upon the cold turf, and prayed
for Death to join as he had separated us; but my heart refused to
break, and tears that were denied me before, began to stream from my
eyes. The fear of unearthly sights came strong upon me, stronger
even than my grief. Strange moaning and sounds came on the faint
night wind, from Bloody Mackenzie's tomb, and the bright moonlight
made the tombstones look like unearthly things. I rose and fled. I
will tarry here, and die in sight of the gallows stone; for it was
here my only brother fell, killed by a shot from cruel Porteous' gun;
and on the fatal tree which that stone is meant to support, my
grandfather cheerfully gave his testimony for the covenanted rights
of a persecuted kirk. Leave me, Thomas Kerr--leave me to my destiny.
I can die here with pleasure; and it is time I were dead. To whom
can a mother look for comfort or pity, when her own son has turned
her out upon a cold world? I am as Rachel mourning for her children.
I will not be comforted." And the mourner wrapped her mantle round
her head with the energy of despair, and, bending it upon the well,
burst anew into an agony of sobs and tears.
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