Adam was now sixteen. It was his misfortune, as it has been the ruin
of many, to be _without an aim_. His mother declared that she "was
at a loss what to make him; but," added she, "he is a guid scholar,
that is ae thing, and CAN DO is easy carried about." Mr Douglas
himself became anxious about Adam's prospects: he evinced a dislike
to be apprenticed to any mechanical profession, and he was too old to
remain longer a burden upon his mother. At the suggestion of Mr
Douglas, therefore, when about seventeen, he opened a school in a
neighbouring village. Some said that he was too young; others, that
he was too simple, that he allowed the children to have all their own
way; and a few even hinted that he went too much back and forward to
the manse in the adjoining parish to pay attention to his school.
However these things might be, certain it is the school did not
succeed; and, after struggling with it for two years, he resolved to
try his fortune in London.
He was to sail from Leith, and his trunk had been sent to Hawick to
be forwarded by the carrier. Adam was to leave his mother's house
early on the following morning; and, on the evening preceding his
departure, he paid his farewell visit to the manse. Mr Douglas
received him with his wonted kindness; he gave him one or two letters
of recommendation, and much wholesome advice, although the good man
was nearly as ignorant of what is called the world, as the youth who
was about to enter it. Adam sat long and said little, for his heart
was full and his spirit heavy. He had never said to Mary Douglas, in
plain words, that he loved her--he had never dared to do so; and he
now sat with his eyes anxiously bent upon her, trembling to bid her
farewell. She, too, was silent. At length he rose to depart; he
held out his hand to Mr Douglas; the latter shook it affectionately,
adding--"Farewell, Adam!--may Heaven protect you against the numerous
temptations of the great city." He turned towards Mary--he
hesitated, his hands dropped by his side--"Could I speak wi' you a
moment?" said he, and his tongue faltered as he spoke. With a tear
glistening in her eyes, she looked towards her father, who nodded his
consent, and she arose and accompanied Adam to the door. They walked
towards the flower-garden--he had taken her hand in his--he pressed
it, but he spoke not, and she offered not to withdraw it. He seemed
struggling to speak; and, at length, in a tone of earnest fondness,
he nervously said, "Will you not forget me, Mary?"
A half-smothered sob Was her reply, and a tear fell on his hand.
"Say you will not," he added, yet more earnestly.
"O Adam!" returned she, "how can you say _forget_!--never!--never!"
"Enough! enough!" he continued, and they wept together.
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