"Henry," she said, holding up their child, and stretching forth her
arms--"Henry, look on this dear pledge of our affection, the child of
love, though born in bitterness and tears, the offspring of your
choice--look on him, Henry, and let the voice of conscience in your
breast, which must be heard now or hereafter, plead in his behalf.
The helpless darling innocent--of what crime has he been guilty, that
his natural protector should cast him forth to meet the buffetings of
fate without a shield--that he should be launched upon the sea of
life without an oar? If not for my sake, at least for the sake of
little Henry--for he bears your name--restore us both to honour and
society, by returning to the path of duty. The arms that have so
often embraced you, will again encircle the neck to which they have
clung so often and so fondly. O Henry. Henry! reflect for an
instant on my destitute, outcast condition--without you, I am a weed
cast from the rock, to be driven whithersoever the storm sets
wildest. Think what my sufferings have been and must be!--God alone
can estimate them. Henry, hear me." And, taking her child in one
arm, she stretched out the other to detain him; but the heartless
villain shook her rudely from him, and darted from the church.
What were May Darling's feelings during this heart-rending scene?
She was not a spectator of it. The moment that the dreadful truth
flashed upon her mind, she sank into the arms of her father, dead to
consciousness and time. By the same conveyance which had brought her
in triumph to the church, she was borne to her father's cottage, a
wretched but a gentle maniac.
Days, weeks, months passed away, and she remained the same listless,
mild, and inoffensive creature--a baby-woman, a human being ripe in
years and an infant in thought, feeling, and everything mental. 'Tis
painful to contemplate the situation of an individual overwhelmed by
such a calamity under any circumstances; but, under the present, how
terrible indeed! To be struck down at the altar, arrayed in bridal
robes, and with all her hopes blooming around her--how does it humble
human pride, set at nought all calculations of human happiness, and
assign narrow limits to human hope! And yet there was mercy in the
dispensation. Better unconscious almost of existence itself, than
alive to all the horrors of a doom like that of May Darling. Better
the vacant stare, and the look of silent indifference on all beneath
the sun, than the wild gesticulations of violent grief, the shriek of
woe, or the agony of despair, for the alleviation of which "hope
never comes that comes to all."
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