The Faith Doctor: A Story of New YorkEggleston, Edward
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The Faith Doctor: A Story of New York
Eggleston, Edward
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
"Phillida, dear," said the mother, "I don't know whether I ought to
mention it to you or not. You are very weak this morning. But Charley
Millard has asked for permission to make a brief call. Could you bear to
see him?"
Phillida's face showed her deeply moved. After a pause and a struggle
she said: "Charley is sorry for me, that is all. He thinks I may die,
and he feels grateful for my attention to his aunt. But if he had to
begin over again he would never fall in love with me."
"You don't know that, Phillida. You are depressed; you underestimate
yourself."
"With his advantages he could take his choice almost," said Phillida.
"It's very manly of him to be so constant to an unfortunate and
broken-hearted person like me. But I will not have him marry me out of
pity."
"I'm afraid you are depressed by your weakness. I don't think you ought
to refuse to see him if you feel able," said the mother.
"I am not able to see him. It is easier to refuse in this way than after
I have been made ill by too much feeling. I am not going to subject
Charley to the mortification of taking into his circle a wife that will
be always remembered as--as a sort of quack-doctor."
Saying this Phillida broke down and wept.
When Agatha heard of her decision she came in and scolded her sister
roundly for a goose. This made Phillida weep again, but there was a
firmness of will at the base of her character that held her
determination unchanged. About an hour later she begged her mother to
write the answer at her dictation. It read:
"Miss Callender wishes me to say that she is not able to bear an
interview. With the utmost respect for Mr. Millard and with a grateful
appreciation of his kind attention during her illness, she feels sure
that it is better not to renew their acquaintance."
After this letter was sent off Phillida's strength began to fail, and
the mother and sister were thrown into consternation. In the afternoon
Dr. Gunstone came again. He listened to the heart, he examined the
lungs, he made inquisition for symptoms and paused baffled. The old
doctor understood the mind-cure perfectly; balked in his search for
physical causes he said to Mrs. Callender:
"Perhaps if I could speak with Miss Callender alone a few moments it
might be better."
"I have no secrets from mama," protested Phillida.
"That's right, my child," said Dr. Gunstone gravely, "but you can talk
with more freedom to one person than to two. I want to see your mother
alone, also, when I have talked with you."
Mrs. Callender retired and the doctor for a minute kept up a simulation
of physical examination in order to wear away the restraint which
Phillida might feel at being abruptly left for a confidential
conversation with her physician.
"I'm afraid you don't try to get well, Miss Callender," he said.
"Does trying make any difference?" demanded Phillida.
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