London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Amelius thought of what one of her women-friends had told him. “She
hasn’t grown up, you know, in her mind, since she was a child.” There
were other senses in the poor victim that were still undeveloped,
besides the mental sense. He was at a loss how to answer her, with the
respect which was due to that all-atoning ignorance. His silence amazed
and frightened her.
“Have I said anything to make you angry with me?” she asked.
Amelius hesitated no longer. “My poor girl,” he said, “I pity you from
the bottom of my heart! Sleep well, Simple Sally--sleep well.” He left
her hurriedly, and shut the door between them.
She followed him as far as the closed door; and stood there alone,
trying to understand him, and trying all in vain! After a while, she
found courage enough to whisper through the door. “If you please, sir--”
She stopped, startled by her own boldness. He never heard her; he was
standing at the window, looking out thoughtfully at the night; feeling
less confident of the future already. She still stood at the door,
wretched in the firm persuasion that she had offended him. Once she
lifted her hand to knock at the door, and let it drop again at her
side. A second time she made the effort, and desperately summoned the
resolution to knock. He opened the door directly.
“I’m very sorry if I said anything wrong,” she began faintly, her breath
coming and going in quick hysteric gasps. “Please forgive me, and wish
me good night.” Amelius took her hand; he said good night with the
utmost gentleness, but he said it sorrowfully. She was not quite
comforted yet. “Would you mind, sir--?” She paused awkwardly, afraid
to go on. There was something so completely childlike in the artless
perplexity of her eyes, that Amelius smiled. The change in his
expression gave her back her courage in an instant; her pale delicate
lips reflected his smile prettily. “Would you mind giving me a kiss,
sir?” she said. Amelius kissed her. Let the man who can honestly say he
would have done otherwise, blame him. He shut the door between them once
more. She was quite happy now. He heard her singing to herself as she
got ready for bed.
Once, in the wakeful watches of the night, she startled him. He heard a
cry of pain or terror in the bedroom. “What is it?” he asked through the
door; “what has frightened you?” There was no answer. After a minute or
two, the cry was repeated. He opened the door, and looked in. She was
sleeping, and dreaming as she slept. One little thin white arm was
lifted in the air, and waved restlessly to and fro over her head. “Don’t
kill me!” she murmured, in low moaning tones--“oh, don’t kill me!”
Amelius took her arm gently, and laid it back on the coverlet of the
bed. His touch seemed to exercise some calming influence over her: she
sighed, and turned her head on the pillow; a faint flush rose on her
wasted cheeks, and passed away again--she sank quietly into dreamless
sleep.
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