London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She drew nearer to him, and put her hand gently on his shoulder. “Don’t
think that I distrust you,” she said very earnestly; “I am unwilling to
shock you--that is all. Even this great joy has a dark side to it; my
miserable married life casts its shadow on everything that happens to
me. Keep secret from everybody the little that I have told you--you will
ruin me if you say one word of it to any living creature. I ought not to
have opened my heart to you--but how could I help it, when the happiness
that is coming to me has come through you? When you say good-bye to me
to-day, Amelius, you say good-bye to me for the last time in this house.
I am going away. Don’t ask me why--that is one more among the things
which I daren’t tell you! You shall hear from me, or see me--I promise
that. Give me some safe address to write to; some place where there are
no inquisitive women who may open my letter in your absence.”
She handed him her pocket-book. Amelius wrote down in it the address of
his club.
She took his hand. “Think of me kindly,” she said. “And, once more,
don’t be afraid of my being deceived. There is a hard part of me still
left which keeps me on my guard. The old woman tried, this morning, to
make me talk to her about that little fault we know of in my child’s
foot. But I thought to myself, ‘If you had taken a proper interest in my
poor baby while she was with you, you must sooner or later have found it
out.’ Not a word passed my lips. No, no, don’t be anxious when you think
of me. I am as sharp as they are; I mean to find out how the man who
wrote to me discovered what he knows; he shall satisfy me, I promise
you, when I see him or hear from him next. All this is between ourselves
strictly, sacredly between ourselves. Say nothing--I know I can trust
you. Good-bye, and forgive me for having been so often in your way with
Regina. I shall never be in your way again. Marry her, if you think
she is good enough for you; I have no more interest now in your being
a roving bachelor, meeting with girls here, there, and everywhere. You
shall know how it goes on. Oh, I am so happy!”
She burst into tears, and signed to Amelius with a wild gesture of
treaty to leave her.
He pressed her hand in silence, and went out.
Almost as the door closed on him, the variable woman changed again. For
a while she walked rapidly to and fro, talking to herself. The course of
her tears ceased. Her lips closed firmly; her eyes assumed an expression
of savage resolve. She sat down at the table and opened her desk. “I’ll
read it once more,” she said to herself, “before I seal it up.”
She took from her desk a letter of her own writing, and spread it out
before her. With her elbows on the table, and her hands clasped fiercely
in her hair, she read these lines addressed to her husband:--
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