London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Her downcast face finished the sentence. Amelius felt the bare idea of
being Mr. Farnaby’s travelling companion make his blood run cold. And
Mr. Farnaby, on his side, reciprocated the sentiment. “I will write
constantly, dear,” Regina resumed; “and you will write back, won’t you?
Say you love me; and promise to come tomorrow morning, before we go.”
She kissed him affectionately--and, the instant after, checked the
responsive outburst of tenderness in Amelius, by that utter want of tact
which (in spite of the popular delusion to the contrary) is so much more
common in women than in men, “My uncle is so particular about packing
his linen,” she said; “nobody can please him but me; I must ask you to
let me run upstairs again.”
Amelius went out into the street, with his head down and his lips fast
closed. He was not far from Mrs. Payson’s house. “Why shouldn’t I call?”
he thought to himself. His conscience added, “And hear some news of
Sally.”
There was good news. The girl was brightening mentally and
physically--she was in a fair way, if she only remained in the Home, to
be “Simple” Sally no longer. Amelius asked if she had got the photograph
of the cottage. Mrs. Payson laughed. “Sleeps with it under her pillow,
poor child,” she said, “and looks at it fifty times a day.” Thirty years
since, with infinitely less experience to guide her, the worthy matron
would have followed her instincts, and would have hesitated to tell
Amelius quite so much about the photograph. But some of a woman’s
finer sensibilities do get blunted with the advance of age and the
accumulation of wisdom.
Instead of pursuing the subject of Sally’s progress, Amelius, to Mrs.
Payson’s surprise, made a clumsy excuse, and abruptly took his leave.
He felt the need of being alone; he was conscious of a vague distrust
of himself, which degraded him in his own estimation. Was he, like
characters he had read of in books, the victim of a fatality?
The slightest circumstances conspired to heighten his interest in
Sally--just at the time when Regina had once more disappointed him.
He was as firmly convinced, as if he had been the strictest moralist
living, that it was an insult to Regina, and an insult to his own
self-respect, to set the lost creature whom he had rescued in any light
of comparison with the young lady who was one day to be his wife. And
yet, try as he might to drive her out, Sally kept her place in his
thoughts. There was, apparently, some innate depravity in him. If a
looking-glass had been handed to him at that moment, he would have been
ashamed to look himself in the face.
After walking until he was weary, he went to his club.
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