London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“If you will let me finish,” he resumed, “you will understand me a
little better than that. Whatever blame there may be, Miss Regina, I am
quite ready to take on myself. I merely wanted to remind you that I was
put in an awkward position, and that I couldn’t civilly find a way out
of it. As for your aunt, I will only say this: I know of hardly any
sacrifice that I would not submit to, if I could be of the smallest
service to her. After what I heard, while I was in her room--”
Regina interrupted him at that point. “I suppose it’s a secret between
you?” she said.
“Yes; it’s a secret,” Amelius proceeded, “as you say. But one thing I
may tell you, without breaking my promise. Mrs. Farnaby has--well! has
filled me with kindly feeling towards her. She has a claim, poor soul,
to my truest sympathy. And I shall remember her claim. And I shall be
faithful to what I feel towards her as long as I live!”
It was not very elegantly expressed; but the tone was the tone of true
feeling in his voice trembled, his colour rose. He stood before her,
speaking with perfect simplicity straight from his heart--and the
woman’s heart felt it instantly. This was the man whose ridicule she had
dreaded, if her aunt’s rash confidence struck him in an absurd light!
She sat down in silence, with a grave sad face, reproaching herself for
the wrong which her too ready distrust had inflicted on him; longing to
ask his pardon, and yet hesitating to say the simple words.
He approached her chair, and, placing his hand on the back of it, said
gently, “do you think a little better of me now?”
She had taken off her gloves: she silently folded and refolded them in
her lap.
“Your good opinion is very precious to me,” Amelius pleaded, bending
a little nearer to her. “I can’t tell you how sorry I should be--” He
stopped, and put it more strongly. “I shall never have courage enough to
enter the house again, if I have made you think meanly of me.”
A woman who cared nothing for him would have easily answered this. The
calm heart of Regina began to flutter: something warned her not to trust
herself to speak. Little as he suspected it, Amelius had troubled the
tranquil temperament of this woman. He had found his way to those
secret reserves of tenderness--placid and deep--of which she was hardly
conscious herself, until his influence had enlightened her. She was
afraid to look up at him; her eyes would have told him the truth. She
lifted her long, finely shaped, dusky hand, and offered it to him as the
best answer that she could make.
Amelius took it, looked at it, and ventured on his first familiarity
with her--he kissed it. She only said, “Don’t!” very faintly.
“The Queen would let me kiss her hand if I went to Court,” Amelius
reminded her, with a pleasant inner conviction of his wonderful
readiness at finding an excuse.
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