"I do hope, George," she said, "you will not think any more of our
little unpleasantness. I can truly say I never bear malice. I own I was
annoyed, for I felt I had not been quite fairly treated by Rhoda. But,
of course, I may have been mistaken. I am quite willing to believe so
and to let bygones be bygones, and stay, as Rhoda pressed me to do,
until I go to my cousin, Lady Samuelson, in December. Of course it
would be more convenient to me in some ways. But I am not thinking of
that. I am thinking of you and Rhoda. I should not like to disappoint
her by leaving her when she wants me to help entertain your friend, Mr.
Iglesias. Of course, I cannot pretend I take easily to strangers. Mamma
was very particular whom we associated with, and so I have always been
unaccustomed to strangers, and I cannot pretend I am partial to making
new acquaintances. Still, I should be very sorry to seem
unaccommodating, or to hurt you and Rhoda by refusing to stay and
assist you."
"Thank you truly, Serena; I am sure you are very kind," the good man
answered. And the best, or the worst, of it was he actually believed he
was speaking the truth!
CHAPTER XVII
The easterly wind blew strong and shattering, bleak and dreary, against
the windows of the bedchamber at the back of the house. The complaint
of the cedar tree, as the branches sawed upon one another, was
long-drawn and loud. These sounds reached Iglesias in the sitting-room,
where he sat, alone and unoccupied, before the fire. For more than a
week now he had been confined to the house. He had set the door of
communication between the two rooms open, so as to gain a greater sense
of space and that he might take a little exercise by walking the whole
length of them. The cry of the wind and the moan of the sawing branches
was very comfortless, yet he made no effort to shut it out. To begin
with, he was so weak that it was too much trouble to move. To go on
with, the melancholy sounds were not ill-suited to his present humour.
For a great depression was upon him, a weariness of spirit which might
be felt. Out of doors London shivered, houses and sky and the expanse
of Trimmer's Green, with its leafless trees and iron railings, livid, a
greyness upon them as of fear. Dominic had no quarrel with this either.
Indeed it gave him a certain bitter satisfaction, as offering a not
inharmonious setting to his own thought.
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