the market favoured her both in buying and selling. If she put money on
a horse, that horse was sure to win. If she played cards--and she had
played pretty constantly--she inevitably plundered her opponents. This
last alone, of all her doubtful doings, really troubled her; for her
opponents had frequently been youthful, and it was contrary to Poppy's
principles to pluck the but half-fledged chick.
Barring this solitary deflection from her somewhat latitudinarian code
of ethics, she had, on the face of it, ample cause for
self-congratulation. Never had she been more gaily audacious in word or
deed. Never had she been better company, keeping her audience--an
almost exclusively masculine one--in a roar, all the louder perhaps
because of inward defiance of the news from over-seas, the humiliation
of which had now culminated in the disasters of the Black Week. Flame
only shows the brighter for a sombre background. And Poppy, during this
ill-starred period, had been as a flame to her admirers and
associates--a fitful, prankish flame, full of provocation and
bedevilment, the light of it inciting to all manner of wild doings and,
in the end, not infrequently scorching those pretty shrewdly who were
over-bold in warming themselves at the heat of it. For fires of the
sort lighted by Poppy are not precisely such as contribute to the peace
and security of the domestic hearth.
But now she was tired. The fun seemed fun no longer; so that,
notwithstanding her successes, she found herself a prey to
dissatisfaction, discontent, and a disposition to recall all the less
happy episodes of her varied career. She yawned quite loudly, as she
laid opera-glasses and play-bill upon the velvet cushion in front of
her, and pulled the soft fur-lined garment up closer about her
shoulders.
"The first act's safe to be poorish anyhow, and Dot does not come on
till just the end of it. I wonder if I dare go to sleep?" she asked
herself, gently rubbing her eyes. "It would be awfully nice to forget
the whole blooming show, past, present, and to come, for a little while
and plunge in the waters of oblivion. Oblivion with a capital O--a dose
of that's what I want. Beautiful roomy consolation-stakes of a word,
oblivion, if one could only believe in the existence of it--which,
unluckily, some-how I can't."
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