"No, no," he answered, "I could never do that. I could never be so
forgetful of all I owe to my own family and to yours, Rhoda. I am under
deep obligations to both. But it would be dishonest to deny that I set
a wonderfully high value on Dominic Iglesias' regard, and have done so
ever since we were boys together at school. To me Dominic has always
stood by himself, I knowing how superior he was to me in mind and in
all else, so that it has been my truest honour and privilege to be
admitted to intimacy with him. But the difference between us never came
home to me as it did when I saw him in other company last night. He is
fitted for a higher position than he has ever filled yet--we all used
to allow that in old days at the bank--or for any society we can offer
him. So, though I felt humiliated in a measure, I felt glad. For I can
grudge him nothing in the way of new friends, even though they may be
differently placed to ourselves and should come between him and me a
little, making our intercourse less frequent and easy than in the past.
From my heart I wish him the very best that is going, although it
should be rather detrimental to myself."
Mrs. Lovegrove's cheeks still quivered, but the expression of her face
was unresponsive once more, not to say obstinate. Jealousy, indeed,
possessed her. For the first time in her whole experience she realised
her husband as an individual, as a human entity independent of herself.
To contemplate him otherwise than in the marital relation was a shock
to her. She felt deserted, a potential Ariadne on Naxos. Hence
jealousy, resentment, cruel hurt.
"Well, to be sure, what a long story!" she cried, in tones approaching
sarcasm, "and all about someone who is no relation, too! Whatever
possesses you, Georgie? You aren't a bit like yourself. It seems to me
this morning everybody's bewitched." She heaved herself up out of her
chair. "I shall go and try to make it up with Serena," she continued.
"It is only Christian charity to do so; and, poor thing, I can well
understand she may have had cause enough for mortification now I have
made out what really did take place last night."
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