"I suppose it is," he repeated, "and that makes my conduct appear all
the more discreditable to me. My circumstances are too comfortable and
easy. It is just that. And so I take to fretting over trifles and
seeing slights and unkindness where none were intended." He looked up
at Iglesias, his squinting eyes full of apology and admiration. "Yes, I
am sadly poor-spirited and I have no excuse. I have been nursing a
sense of injury towards those to whom I have most occasion for
gratitude--the wife and you. Dominic, believe me I am heartily ashamed
of myself."
"Come, come," Iglesias answered, brought very much back to earth, yet
touched and softened. "My dear friend, you of all men have small cause
for self-reproach. In every relation of life--and our knowledge of one
another dates back to early youth--I have found you perfect in loyalty
and unselfish kindness."
George Lovegrove walked on for a moment in silence. He had to clear his
throat once or twice before he could command his voice.
"Praise from you is very encouraging," he managed to say at last. "But
I am afraid I do not deserve it. I have felt mortified lately
sometimes, and I am afraid envious. I--but after your last words I am
more than ever ashamed to own it--I have fancied that you were becoming
distant and that an estrangement was growing up between us. Of course I
have always understood, though we happened to be school-fellows and in
the same employment afterward, that your position and mine were
different. And I want you to know that I would never be a clog on you,
Dominic"--he spoke with an admirably simple dignity--"believe me, I
never would be that. Lately I have been troubled by the thought that I
had extracted a promise from you to remain at Trimmer's Green. Now I
beg of you most earnestly not to let that promise, given in a moment of
generous indulgence, weigh with you in the slightest, if circumstances
have arisen which point at your residing in a more fashionable part of
the town."
"But why should I want to go to a more fashionable part of London?"
Iglesias asked, smiling.
"Well, you see," the other returned, his face growing furiously red,
"it came to my knowledge, unexpectedly, that you have acquaintances in
quite another walk of life to ours--the wife's and mine, I mean. And it
would pain me deeply, very deeply, Dominic, that any promise given to
me, regarding your place of residence, should stand between you and
mixing as freely with those acquaintances as you might otherwise do."
They had come to the place where the sheltered pathway is crossed by
the Broad Walk--the upward trend of which showed blond, in the
sunshine, against the brilliant green of the grass and the dark boles
of the great trees bordering it. Here Iglesias paused. He was not
altogether pleased.
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