the faithful comrade of more than half a lifetime, but as a foreign
being, an unknown quantity, a worshipper of graven images, a
participant in blasphemous rites, a believer, in short, in just all
that which sound, respectable, and godly British common sense cast
forth, with scorn and contumely, close on four centuries back. He was
frightened. His everyday, comfortable, jog-trot, little odd and end of
a local parochial suburban middle-class world was literally turned
upside down and inside out.
"And however will the wife take it--however will she take it?" he
mourned to himself. "To think we have been harbouring a Papist in
disguise! I dare not contemplate her feelings. She will be upset. I
must keep it from her as long as possible. And Serena, too, and Susan!
I don't know how I can face them. Females are so very eloquent when put
out. Of course I have known there was something wrong for a long time
past. I saw there was a change in him, and felt there was some cause of
coldness; but it never entered my head it could be as bad as this. Oh!
my poor, dear friend. Oh! my poor Dominic, perhaps I have been
overattached to you and this comes as a judgment. It would be hard
enough to have anything break up our friendship, but this folly, this
dreadful doting apostasy--"
He walked on blindly along the sheltered path between the
flower-borders, deaf to remonstrant nurses and scornful, beautiful
babes clothed in spotless white.
"If anything must come between us I would rather it was a woman," he
mourned, "ten thousand times rather, whoever and whatever she was, than
this."
CHAPTER XXIV
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