"I am dreadfully glad to have you here to-night," she went on, "because
you see it's a turning-point. I have pretty well climbed the ridge and
reached the watershed. The streams have all started running in the
other direction--towards the dear old work and worry, the envy, hatred,
malice, and all uncharitableness, and all the fun, too, and good
comradeship, and ambition, and joy, of the theatre. Can you understand,
I at once adore and detest it, for it's a terribly mixed business.
Already I keep on seeing the rows of pinky-white faces rising, tier
above tier, up to the roof, which turn you sick and give you cold
shivers all down your spine when you first come on. And then I go hot
with the fight against their apathy or opposition, the glorious fight
to conquer and hold an audience, and bend its emotions and its
sympathies, as the wind bends the meadow grass, to one's will."
Poppy stretched out her hand across the corner of the table again,
laying it upon Iglesias' hand. Her eyes danced with excitement, yet her
voice shook and the words came brokenly.
"But, dearly beloved, I have your blessing on this new departure,
haven't I?" she asked. "After all, it's you, just simply you, that
sends me back to an honest life and to my profession. So I should like
to have your blessing--that, and your prayers."
"Can you doubt that you have them," Iglesias answered, and his voice,
too, shook, somewhat, "now and always, dearest of friends?"
For a little minute Poppy sat looking full at him, he looking full at
her. Then, with a sort of rush, she rose to her feet.
"Come along, this won't do," she said. "Sentiment strictly prohibited.
It's not wholesome for you after the nasty turn you had on Barnes
Common--and it's not particularly wholesome for me either, though for
quite other reasons. Moreover, it's fiendishly hot in here. So see,
dear man, you're not going just yet. I telephoned to the Bell Inn
stables for a private hansom to be on hand about ten thirty for you.
Meanwhile, you're to take it easy and rest. It is but five steps
upstairs, and that won't tire you. Come up into the cool and have your
coffee on the balcony."
And so it came about that Dominic Iglesias followed Poppy St. John
upstairs--she moving rapidly, in a way defiantly--followed her into a
bedchamber, where a subtle sweetness of orris-root met him; and a
fantastic brightness of gaslight and moonlight, coming in through open
windows, chequered the handsome dark-polished brass-inlaid furniture,
the green silk coverlet and hangings, the dimly patterned ceiling and
walls. Without hesitation or apology, Poppy walked straight through
this apartment, and passed out on to the white-planked and white-railed
balcony.
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