"Stay a minute, for probably we shall never meet in this poor little
house again, best beloved one," she said. "It is too far out. I must
move into town. Lionel puts the play into rehearsal next week, and I
must live near the theatre. And then, too--well, you know, since I've
made up my mind, it's best to clean the slate even in respect of one's
dwelling-place. Memories stick, stick like a leech; and they raise
emotions of a slightly disturbing character sometimes. I am sure of
myself; and yet I know it's safest to make a clean sweep of whatever
reminds me of all the forbidden dear damned lot. I regret
nothing--don't imagine that. I'm keen on my work. The artist, after
all, is the strongest thing in me. I'm quite happy, now I have made up
my mind. My nose is in the air. I can look creation in the face without
winking an eyelid. I can respect myself. And I'm tremendously grateful
to Lionel Gordon for taking me on spec, and to Fallowfeild for greasing
the creature's Caledonian-Teutonic-Hebraic palm for me.
Still--still--you can imagine, can't you, that, take it all round, it's
not precisely a Young Woman's Christian Association blooming picnic
party for me just at present?"
Poppy dashed her hand across her eyes, half laughing, half sobbing.
"Ah, love me, Dominic, love me, in your own way, the clean way--that's
all I ask, all that I want--only love me always," she said.
She laid her hands on Iglesias' shoulders and threw back her head. And
he, holding her, bending down kissed her white face, soft heavy hair,
over-red lips, her tragic and unfathomable eyes--which looking on the
evil and measuring the very actual immediate delights of it, still had
courage, in the end, to reject it and choose the good--kissed them
reverently, gravely, proudly, with the chastity and chivalry of perfect
friendship.
"Ah! that's better. I'm better. Bless you; don't be afraid. I'll play
fair to the finish--only keep well. Quit that rotten old bank.--Now go,
dear man, go," Poppy said.
CHAPTER XXXIII
During the past six weeks events had galloped. To Iglesias it appeared
that changes were in course of arriving in battalions. He neither
hailed nor deplored them, but met them with a stoical patience. To
realise them clearly, in all their bearings, would have been to add to
the sense of fatigue from which he too constantly suffered. More than
sufficient to each day was the labour thereof. So he looked beyond, to
the greater repose and freedom which, as he trusted, lay ahead.
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