Later, journeying westward upon the 'bustop, Dominic Iglesias meditated
in a spirit of humorous pity upon the above conversation. He was very
glad he had not lost his temper. Eyes blinded by self-worship, an
inpenetrable hide, these things, too, have their uses in time--very
practical uses, which it would be silly to ignore. Why, then, be angry?
The truly wise man, as Dominic told himself with a somewhat mournful
smile, learns to leave such time-wise fools as Sir Abel Barking to
Almighty God for chastisement, because--if it can be said without
irreverence--the Almighty alone has wit enough to deal with them. And,
for his comfort on lower levels, he reminded himself that though the
house of Barking might show him scant gratitude, and attribute its
financial resurrection to its own inherent virtue, this was not the
opinion held by outsiders. The manager of Pavitt's Bank, and certain
members of Goome, Hills, Murray & Co., had congratulated Iglesias,
personally, upon his admirable conduct of affairs during the crisis,
and assured him of the high respect they had conceived for his
judgment, his probity, and business acumen. In this there was
satisfaction of a silent but deep-seated sort--satisfaction of pride,
since he had accomplished that which he had set forth to accomplish:
satisfaction of honour through unbiassed and unsolicited commendation.
With that satisfaction he bade himself rest thankfully content, while
turning his thoughts to other and more edifying subjects.
And, in this connection, it was inevitable that a former journeying
westward upon a 'bustop should occur to him, with its strange record of
likeness and unlikeness in circumstance and outlook. Then, as now,
somewhat outworn in mind and in health, he had closed a period of
labour and faced new conditions, new habits, unaccustomed freedom and
leisure. But now on matters of vital, because of eternal, importance,
his mind was at rest. Loneliness and on-coming old age had ceased to
disquiet him. The ship of his individual fate no longer drifted
rudderless or risked danger of stranding, but steered steadily,
fearlessly, towards the promise of a secure and lovely harbourage. The
voyage might be long or short. At this moment Dominic supposed himself
indifferent in the matter, since he believed--not presumptuously, but
through the outreaching of a great faith--that the end was certain. And
meditating, just now, upon that gracious conviction, while the
red-painted half-empty omnibus fared onward down Piccadilly, a sense of
the unusual graciousness of things immediate and visible took hold on
him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account