to-day they have played like a row of wooden ninepins, of straw-stuffed
scarecrows, of rot-stricken idiots! They missed their cues, and forgot
their lines, or pretended to do so; and then had the infernal
impertinence to giggle and gag, blast them! I heard them. I could have
screamed. I tried to stop them; and the stage-manager swore at me in
the wings, and the scene-shifters laughed. It was a hideous nightmare.
The audience laughed--the sound of it is in my ears now, and it
tortures me, for it was not natural laughter. It was not
spontaneous--how could it be so? It was simply part of this iniquitous
conspiracy to ruin me. It was hired mockery, bought and paid for, the
mockery of subsidised traitors, liars, imbeciles, the inhuman mockery
of grinning apes!"
He crushed the newspaper together with both hands, flung it across the
room, and broke into hysterical weeping.
"For my play is a masterpiece," he wailed. "It is a work of genius. No
other man living could have written it. Yet it is damned by a brainless
public and vindictive press, while I know and they know--they must
know, the fact is self-evident--that it is great, nothing less than
great."
During this harangue Dominic Iglesias stood immovable, facing the
speaker, but looking down, not at him, rigid in attitude, silent. Any
attempt to stem the torrent of the wretched man's speech would have
been futile. Dominic judged it kindest just to wait, letting passion
tear him till, by force of its own violence, it had worn itself out.
Then, but not till them, it might be helpful to intervene. Still the
exhibition was a very painful one, putting a heavy strain upon the
spectator. For be a fellow creature never so displeasing in nature and
in habit, never so cankered by vanity and self-love, it cannot be
otherwise than hideous to see him upon the rack. And that de Courcy
Smyth was very actually upon the rack--a rack well deserved, may be,
and of his own constructing, but which wrenched his every joint to the
agony of dislocation nevertheless--there could be no manner of doubt.
Coming as conclusion to the long day, to the peaceful evening--the
thought of the Lady of the Windswept Dust, moreover, and her fortunes
so eminently and presently just now in the balance, in his mind--the
whole situation was horrible to Dominic Iglesias.
But Smyth's mood changed, his tears ceasing as incontinently as they
had begun. He ceased to slouch and writhe, passed his hands across his
blood-shot eyes, drew himself up in his chair, began to snarl, even to
swagger.
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