possession; so that the hours appeared to move reluctantly, and as
though enjoining watchfulness, a carefulness and economy even in
prevailing repose, lest any remaining moment and the message of it
should be overlooked and lost.
It was characteristic of Iglesias that learning, in as far as the
consultant doctors could diagnose it, the exact conditions of his
physical state, he should refuse all experiment, however humane in
intention or plausible in theory. For he had no sympathy with the
modern greediness and worship of physical life, which is willing to
sacrifice the decencies and dignities of it to its possible
prolongation. Courteously but plainly he bade his advisers depart. The
body, though an excellent servant, is a contemptible master; and
Iglesias proposed that, while his soul continued to inhabit it, it
should, as always before, be kept very much in its place. It must
remain unobtrusive, obedient, not daring to usurp, in its present hour
of failure and impediment, an interest and consideration to which, in
its full usefulness and vigour, it had not presumed to aspire.
Therefore Dominic Iglesias held calmly on his way, seeing the circle of
his occupations, pleasures, and activities dwindle and decrease, yet
maintaining not only his serenity of mind, but his accustomed
self-respecting outward refinement of bearing and habit. To meet death
with a gracious stoicism, well-dressed and standing upright, is,
rightly considered, a very fine art, reflecting much credit upon the
successful professor of it.
And it was thus that, on the day in question, Mr. Iglesias sat waiting,
in the quaint irregularly shaped drawing-room of the old house in
Holland Street, himself the centre of that peopled stillness, that
alert tranquillity, which so strangely and sensibly filled it. Looking
out of the low window, he could see the shadow of the houses shrink and
the light broaden in the little garden below, as the sun travelled
westward. Looking into the room itself, the many familiar objects and
rich sober colours of it, quickened by a flickering of fire-light, were
pleasant to his sense. The images which passed before him, whether
actually visible or not he hardly knew, appeared beautiful. Words and
phrases which occurred to him were beautiful likewise. But all were
seen and heard remotely, as through some softly dazzling medium which,
while heightening the charm of them, produced a delicate confusion
leaving him uncertain whether he really slept or woke. More than once,
not without effort, he roused himself; but only to slip back again into
the same state of fair yet gently distracted vision.
At last the sound of opening casements in the dining-room underneath
and of a voice, touched with laughter, reached him.
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