"I suppose that is so," replied Elisabeth gravely; "but I never put it
as clearly to myself as that before. Yes," she went on after a moment's
pause; "I could never care enough for any man to give up my own will to
his; I should always want to bend his to mine, and the more I liked him
the more I should want it. He could have all my powers and possessions,
and be welcome to them; but my will must always be my own; that is a
kingdom I would share with no one."
"Ah! you are treating the question subjectively, as usual. Did it never
occur to you that you might have no say in the matter; that a man might
compel you, by force of his own charm or power or love for you, to give
up your will to his, whether you would or no?"
Elisabeth looked him full in the face with clear, grave eyes. "No; and I
hope I may never meet such a man as long as I live. I have always been
so strong, and so proud of my strength, and so sure of myself, that I
could never forgive any one for being stronger than I, and wresting my
dominion from me."
"Dear lady, you are a genius, and you have climbed to the summit of the
giddy pinnacle which men call success; but for all that, you are still
'an unlesson'd girl.' Believe me, the strong man armed will come some
day, and you will lower your flag and rejoice in the lowering."
"You don't understand me, after all," said Elisabeth reproachfully.
Cecil's smile was very pleasant. "Don't I? Yet it was I who painted The
Daughters of Philip."
There was a moment's constrained silence; and then Elisabeth broke the
tension by saying lightly--
"Look! there's Lady Silverhampton coming back again. Isn't it a pity she
is so stout? I do hope I shall never be stout, for flesh is a most
difficult thing to live down."
"You are right; there are few things in the world worse than stoutness."
"I only know two: sin and boiled cabbage."
"And crochet-antimacassars," added Cecil; "you're forgetting
crochet-antimacassars. I speak feelingly, because my present lodgings
are white with them; and they stick to my coat like leeches, and follow
me whithersoever I go. I am never alone from them."
"If I were as stout as Lady Silverhampton," said Elisabeth thoughtfully,
"I should either cut myself up into building lots, or else let myself
out into market gardens: I should never go about whole; should you?"
"Certainly not; I would rather publish myself in sections, as
dictionaries and encyclopaedias do!"
"Lady Silverhampton presented me," remarked Elisabeth, "so I always feel
a sort of god-daughterly respect for her, which enhances the pleasure of
abusing her."
"What does it feel like to go to Court? Does it frighten you?"
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