"Then you must have inherited your temperament from her. But now I want
to talk to you seriously about doing something for the men who work in
the coal-pits, and who--more even than the rest of their class--are shut
out from the joy and beauty of the world. Their lives not only are made
hideous, but are also shortened, by the nature of their toil. Do you
know what the average life of a miner is?"
"Of course I do: twenty-one years."
Alan frowned; he disapproved of jokes even more than of creeds, and
understood them equally. "Miss Farringdon, you are not behaving fairly
to me. You know what I mean well enough, but you wilfully misunderstand
my words for the sake of laughing at them. But I will make you listen,
all the same. I want to know if you will help me in my work by becoming
my wife; and I think that even you can not help answering that question
seriously."
The laughter vanished from Elisabeth's face, as if it had been wiped out
with a sponge. "Oh! I--I don't know," she murmured lamely.
"Then you must find out. To me it seems that you are the one woman in
all the world who was made for me. Your personality attracted me the
first moment that I met you; and our subsequent companionship has proved
that our minds habitually run in the same grooves, and that we naturally
look at things from the same standpoint. That is so, is it not?"
"Yes."
"The only serious difference between us seemed to be the difference of
faith. You had been trained in the doctrines of one of the strictest
sects, while I had outgrown all dogmas and thrown aside all recognised
forms of religion. So strong were my feelings on this point, that I
would not have married any woman who still clung to the worn-out and (by
me) disused traditions; but I fancy that I have succeeded in converting
you to my views, and that our ideas upon religion are now practically
identical. Is not that so?"
Elisabeth thought for a moment. "Yes," she answered slowly; "you have
taught me that Christianity, like all the other old religions, has had
its day; and that the world is now ready for a new dispensation."
"Exactly; and for a dispensation which shall unite the pure ethics of
the Christian to the joyous vitality of the Greek, eliminating alike the
melancholy of the one and the sensualism of the other. You agree with me
in this, do you not?"
"You know that I do."
"I am glad, because--as I said before--I could not bear to marry any
woman who did not see eye to eye with me on these vital matters. I love
you very dearly, Elisabeth, and it would be a great grief to me if any
question of opinion or conviction came between us; yet I do not believe
that two people could possibly be happy together--however much they
might love each other--if they were not one with each other on subjects
such as these."
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