The Fashionable Adventures of Joshua Craig: A NovelPhillips, David Graham
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The Fashionable Adventures of Joshua Craig: A Novel
Phillips, David Graham
Adventure stories; Fiction
"I've been doing a good deal of thinking--thinking about us--these last
few days--since I inflicted that scratch on you," said he. "Among other
things, I've concluded you know as little about what constitutes a real
gentleman as I do; also, that you have no idea what it is in you that
makes you a lady--so far as you are one."
She glanced at him in fright, and that expression of hers betrayed the
fundamental weakness in her--the weakness that underlies all character
based upon the achievements of others, not upon one's own. Margaret was
three generations away from self-reliance. Craig's speech sounded like a
deliberate insult, deliberate attempt to precipitate a quarrel, an
estrangement. There had been nothing in her training to prepare her for
such a rude, courage-testing event as that.
"Do you remember--it was the day we married--the talk we had about my
relatives?"
She colored, was painfully embarrassed, strove in vain to conceal it.
"About your relatives?" she said inquiringly.
He made an impatient gesture. "I know you remember. Well, if I had been
a gentleman, or had known what gentleman meant, I'd never have said--or,
rather, looked what I did then. If you had known what a gentleman is, if
you had been a lady, you'd have been unable to go on with a man who had
shown himself such a blackguard."
"You are unjust to us both," she eagerly interrupted. "Joshua--you--"
"Don't try to excuse me--or yourself," said he peremptorily. "Now, you
thought what I showed that day--my being ashamed of honester,
straighter--more American--people than you or I will ever be--you
thought that was the real me. Thank God, it wasn't. But"--he pointed a
fascinating forefinger at her--"it was the me I'd be if you had your
way."
She could not meet his eyes.
"I see you understand," said he earnestly. "That's a good sign."
"Yes, I do understand," said she. Her voice was low and her head was
still hanging. "I'm glad you've said this. I--I respect you for it."
"Don't fret about me," said he curtly. "Fret about your own melancholy
case. What do your impulses of decent feeling amount to, anyway? An inch
below the surface you're all for the other sort of thing--the cheap and
nasty. If you could choose this minute you'd take the poorest of those
drawing-room marionettes before the finest real man, if he didn't know
how to wear his clothes or had trouble with his grammar."
She felt that there was more than a grain of truth in this; at any rate,
denial would be useless, as his tone was the tone of settled conviction.
"We've made a false start," proceeded he. He rose, lighted a cigarette.
"We're going to start all over again. I'll tell you what I'm going to do
about it in a day or two."
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