In her own mind she felt quite sure that he wasted his salary at the
Mehudins’.
Only on one occasion did she break through her habitual calmness of
demeanour, the quiet reserve which was the result of both natural
temperament and preconceived design. The beautiful Norman had made
Florent a present of a magnificent salmon. Feeling very much
embarrassed with the fish, and not daring to refuse it, he brought it
to Lisa.
“You can make a pasty of it,” he said ingenuously.
Lisa looked at him sternly with whitening lips. Then, striving to
restrain her anger, she exclaimed: “Do you think that we are short of
food? Thank God, we’ve got quite enough to eat here! Take it back!”
“Well, at any rate, cook it for me,” replied Florent, amazed by her
anger; “I’ll eat it myself.”
At this she burst out furiously.
“The house isn’t an inn! Tell those who gave you the fish to cook it
for you! I won’t have my pans tainted and infected! Take it back again!
Do you hear?”
If he had not gone away with it, she would certainly have seized it and
hurled it into the street. Florent took it to Monsieur Lebigre’s, where
Rose was ordered to make a pasty of it; and one evening the pasty was
eaten in the little “cabinet,” Gavard, who was present, “standing” some
oysters for the occasion. Florent now gradually came more and more
frequently to Monsieur Lebigre’s, till at last he was constantly to be
met in the little private room. He there found an atmosphere of heated
excitement in which his political feverishness could pulsate freely. At
times, now, when he shut himself up in his garret to work, the quiet
simplicity of the little room irritated him, his theoretical search for
liberty proved quite insufficient, and it became necessary that he
should go downstairs, sally out, and seek satisfaction in the trenchant
axioms of Charvet and the wild outbursts of Logre. During the first few
evenings the clamour and chatter had made him feel ill at ease; he was
then quite conscious of their utter emptiness, but he felt a need of
drowning his thoughts, of goading himself on to some extreme resolution
which might calm his mental disquietude. The atmosphere of the little
room, reeking with the odour of spirits and warm with tobacco smoke,
intoxicated him and filled him with peculiar beatitude, prompting a
kind of self-surrender which made him willing to acquiesce in the
wildest ideas. He grew attached to those he met there, and looked for
them and awaited their coming with a pleasure which increased with
habit. Robine’s mild, bearded countenance, Clemence’s serious profile,
Charvet’s fleshless pallor, Logre’s hump, Gavard, Alexandre, and
Lacaille, all entered into his life, and assumed a larger and larger
place in it. He took quite a sensual enjoyment in these meetings. When
his fingers closed round the brass knob on the door of the little
cabinet it seemed to be animated with life, to warm him, and turn of
its own accord. Had he grasped the supple wrist of a woman he could not
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