As she entered Saint Eustache that afternoon she let the double doors,
covered with green baize, faded and worn by the frequent touch of pious
hands, close gently behind her. Then she dipped her fingers in the holy
water and crossed herself in the correct fashion. And afterwards, with
hushed footsteps, she made her way to the chapel of Saint Agnes, where
two kneeling women with their faces buried in their hands were waiting,
whilst the blue skirts of a third protruded from the confessional. Lisa
seemed rather put out by the sight of these women, and, addressing a
verger who happened to pass along, wearing a black skullcap and
dragging his feet over the slabs, she inquired: “Is this Monsieur
l’Abbé Roustan’s day for hearing confessions?”
The verger replied that his reverence had only two more penitents
waiting, and that they would not detain him long, so that if Lisa would
take a chair her turn would speedily come. She thanked him, without
telling him that she had not come to confess; and, making up her mind
to wait, she began to pace the church, going as far as the chief
entrance, whence she gazed at the lofty, severe, bare nave stretching
between the brightly coloured aisles. Raising her head a little, she
examined the high altar, which she considered too plain, having no
taste for the cold grandeur of stonework, but preferring the gilding
and gaudy colouring of the side chapels. Those on the side of the Rue
du Jour looked greyish in the light which filtered through their dusty
windows, but on the side of the markets the sunset was lighting up the
stained glass with lovely tints, limpid greens and yellows in
particular, which reminded Lisa of the bottle of liqueurs in front of
Monsieur Lebigre’s mirror. She came back by this side, which seemed to
be warmed by the glow of light, and took a passing interest in the
reliquaries, altar ornaments, and paintings steeped in prismatic
reflections. The church was empty, quivering with the silence that fell
from its vaulted roofing. Here and there a woman’s dress showed like a
dark splotch amidst the vague yellow of the chairs; and a low buzzing
came from the closed confessionals. As Lisa again passed the chapel of
Saint Agnes she saw the blue dress still kneeling at Abbé Roustan’s
feet.
“Why, if I’d wanted to confess I could have said everything in ten
seconds,” she thought, proud of her irreproachable integrity.
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