She now had a keen perception of the utter uselessness of what she had
done. Her husband was in no danger whatever; and this thought, whilst
relieving her, left her a somewhat remorseful feeling. She was
exasperated with Auguste and the women who had put her in such a
ridiculous position. She walked on yet more slowly, watching the Seine
as it flowed past. Barges, black with coal-dust, were floating down the
greenish water; and all along the bank anglers were casting their
lines. After all, it was not she who had betrayed Florent. This
reflection suddenly occurred to her and astonished her. Would she have
been guilty of a wicked action, then, if she had been his betrayer? She
was quite perplexed; surprised at the possibility of her conscience
having deceived her. Those anonymous letters seemed extremely base. She
herself had gone openly to the authorities, given her name, and saved
innocent people from being compromised. Then at the sudden thought of
old Gradelle’s fortune she again examined herself, and felt ready to
throw the money into the river if such a course should be necessary to
remove the blight which had fallen on the pork shop. No, she was not
avaricious, she was sure she wasn’t; it was no thought of money that
had prompted her in what she had just done. As she crossed the Pont au
Change she grew quite calm again, recovering all her superb equanimity.
On the whole, it was much better, she felt, that others should have
anticipated her at the Prefecture. She would not have to deceive Quenu,
and she would sleep with an easier conscience.
“Have you booked the seats?” Quenu asked her when she returned home.
He wanted to see the tickets, and made Lisa explain to him the exact
position the seats occupied in the dress-circle. Lisa had imagined that
the police would make a descent upon the house immediately after
receiving her information, and her proposal to go to the theatre had
only been a wily scheme for getting Quenu out of the way while the
officers were arresting Florent. She had contemplated taking him for an
outing in the afternoon—one of those little jaunts which they
occasionally allowed themselves. They would then drive in an open cab
to the Bois de Boulogne, dine at a restaurant, and amuse themselves for
an hour or two at some café concern. But there was no need to go out
now, she thought; so she spent the rest of the day behind her counter,
with a rosy glow on her face, and seeming brighter and gayer, as though
she were recovering from some indisposition.
“You see, I told you it was fresh air you wanted!” exclaimed Quenu.
“Your walk this morning has brightened you up wonderfully!”
“No, indeed,” she said after a pause, again assuming her look of
severity; “the streets of Paris are not at all healthy places.”
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