Leaning on the iron balustrade, Florent recollected that sooner or
later he would certainly be punished for having accepted the
inspectorship. It seemed to lie like a stain on his life. He had become
an official of the Prefecture, forswearing himself, serving the Empire
in spite of all the oaths he had taken in his exile. His anxiety to
please Lisa, the charitable purpose to which he had devoted the salary
he received, the just and scrupulous manner in which he had always
struggled to carry out his duties, no longer seemed to him valid
excuses for his base abandonment of principle. If he had suffered in
the midst of all that sleek fatness, he had deserved to suffer. And
before him arose a vision of the evil year which he had just spent, his
persecution by the fish-wives, the sickening sensations he had felt on
close, damp days, the continuous indigestion which had afflicted his
delicate stomach, and the latent hostility which was gathering strength
against him. All these things he now accepted as chastisement. That
dull rumbling of hostility and spite, the cause of which he could not
divine, must forebode some coming catastrophe before whose approach he
already stooped, with the shame of one who knows there is a
transgression that he must expiate. Then he felt furious with himself
as he thought of the popular rising he was preparing; and reflected
that he was no longer unsullied enough to achieve success.
In how many dreams he had indulged in that lofty little room, with his
eyes wandering over the spreading roofs of the market pavilions! They
usually appeared to him like grey seas that spoke to him of far-off
countries. On moonless nights they would darken and turn into stagnant
lakes of black and pestilential water. But on bright nights they became
shimmering fountains of light, the moonbeams streaming over both tiers
like water, gliding along the huge plates of zinc, and flowing over the
edges of the vast superposed basins. Then frosty weather seemed to turn
these roofs into rigid ice, like the Norwegian bays over which skaters
skim; while the warm June nights lulled them into deep sleep. One
December night, on opening his window, he had seen them white with
snow, so lustrously white that they lighted up the coppery sky.
Unsullied by a single footstep, they then stretched out like the lonely
plains of the Far North, where never a sledge intrudes. Their silence
was beautiful, their soft peacefulness suggestive of innocence.
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