“No, no, say nothing,” continued Lisa; “the matter is quite settled.
You have suffered quite enough already, my dear Florent. What you have
just been telling us is enough to make one shudder. It is time now for
you to settle down. You belong to a respectable family, you received a
good education, and it is really not fitting that you should go
wandering about the highways like a vagrant. At your age childishness
is no longer excusable. You have been foolish; well, all that will be
forgotten and forgiven. You will take your place again among those of
your own class—the class of respectable folks—and live in future like
other people.”
Florent listened in astonishment, quite unable to say a word. Lisa was,
doubtless, right. She looked so healthy, so serene, that it was
impossible to imagine that she desired anything but what was proper. It
was he, with his fleshless body and dark, equivocal-looking
countenance, who must be in the wrong, and indulging in unrighteous
dreams. He could, indeed, no longer understand why he had hitherto
resisted.
Lisa, however, continued to talk to him with an abundant flow of words,
as though he were a little boy found in fault and threatened with the
police. She assumed, indeed, a most maternal manner, and plied him with
the most convincing reasons. And at last, as a final argument, she
said:
“Do it for us, Florent. We occupy a fair position in the neighbourhood
which obliges us to use a certain amount of circumspection; and, to
tell you the truth, between ourselves, I’m afraid that people will
begin to talk. This inspectorship will set everything right; you will
be somebody; you will even be an honour to us.”
Her manner had become caressingly persuasive, and Florent was
penetrated by all the surrounding plenteousness, all the aroma filling
the kitchen, where he fed, as it were, on the nourishment floating in
the atmosphere. He sank into blissful meanness, born of all the copious
feeding that went on in the sphere of plenty in which he had been
living during the last fortnight. He felt, as it were, the titillation
of forming fat which spread slowly all over his body. He experienced
the languid beatitude of shopkeepers, whose chief concern is to fill
their bellies. At this late hour of night, in the warm atmosphere of
the kitchen, all his acerbity and determination melted away. That
peaceable evening, with the odour of the black-pudding and the lard,
and the sight of plump little Pauline slumbering on his knee, had so
enervated him that he found himself wishing for a succession of such
evenings—endless ones which would make him fat.
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