“You! _you_ talk to me like this?” cried she passionately. “_You_ would
defend him! _You!_ who knew he was once untrue? You”--faintly--“who
once loved me?”
“I shall be your friend always,” said he, putting a great constraint
upon himself. “It is because I _am_ your friend that I speak thus;
why not look at it in another light? You say your husband left you
hurriedly; you say that Mme. de Vigny must have known of his absence
from you, and also of your boy’s. It might be that she, out of revenge,
stole the boy, and that your husband is now pursuing her with a view of
restoring him to you.”
He said this more to gain time than anything else, little thinking that
he had guessed the truth, and had laid before her the exact facts of
the case.
“A fairy tale,” said she mournfully. “No! He lied to me the last time
I saw him. When I asked him to bring me my child, he said he was
tired--asleep. I, too, was tired, worn-out from sickness and a broken
heart, and too weak to do aught but believe him. The child was not here
at all!” She stepped back from Jacynth, and covered her face with her
hands. “Oh, my Ronny! My beloved! Oh, my little child!” She took down
her hands. Her lips were trembling. “Mr. Jacynth, what shall I do?”
said she.
“The first thing to do,” said he harshly, “is to keep up your courage.”
He spoke in a queer, grating tone. He knew if he once gave way, he
should betray himself. Betray the wild, mad longing he felt to take
her in his arms, and press her poor, sweet, pretty head down upon his
breast, and try with all his soul to comfort her. “You are condemning
your husband unheard. Is that fair? Is it just?”
“He has not been just to me!”
“True! And, therefore, you find it difficult in such a crisis as this
to believe in him.” He looked at her suddenly. “Still you love him?”
said he. The words were a question.
“Do I?” said she. _Her_ words were also a question addressed to her own
heart. “I feel so tired, so tired,” she said. “It has been a struggle
always, and through many things I loved him, I----” She hesitated. “I
despise myself,” she said, “but I think I love him still!” A pang shot
through Jacynth’s heart. He did not note the suggestion of doubt in her
voice. “I love him, I think,” she went on slowly, “_I think_, but this
I _know_, I distrust him.”
“Distrust means ruin,” said Jacynth.
“To what? To love?”
“To all things.”
“To friendship?”
“Yes. To all things.”
She went close to him.
“That is not true,” she said. “You are befriending me now, yet you
distrust me.”
“I? No! You are thinking of that wretched trial!” He spoke with extreme
agitation. “But I have heard all.”
“_All?_”
“Yes! _All._ And if ever a man craved another’s pardon upon his knees,
I crave yours.”
“All?” repeated she faintly. She seemed to have heard that one word
only.
“Yes,” said he. He let his voice sink to a whisper, he leaned toward
her. “Who killed De Mürger?” asked he.
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