The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“May God bless you and keep you!”
All bent and bowed to the earth which was drawing her towards it, she
went back on Paule’s arm to Trélaz’s carriage.
“Don’t be unhappy, Mother dear,” said Paule, comforting her. “It is
only for a year. You used to be so much braver.”
All the time she herself was in torture because of the secret that had
been entrusted to her.
On the way home they were silent. During the evening at Le Maupas
Madame Guibert suddenly burst into tears.
“I am so afraid I shall never see him again,” she murmured, when she
could give voice to her grief.
“But he is running no risks,” Paule assured her, surprised and alarmed
at this strange presentiment of a danger of which she alone was aware.
“I don’t know. I am as sad as I was the year your father died.”
With a great effort she managed to control herself so as not to
frighten her daughter. Then, taking the hand of her last child with
that gracious gentleness which remained to her from her youth, she said
to Paule, thinking of the many separations in the past, some for a long
time and others for ever:
“Dear little girl, you are the last flower of my deserted garden.”
PART II
CHAPTER I
THIRTEEN AT TABLE
“We might perhaps go in to dinner,” M. Dulaurens timidly ventured to
suggest.
Upon the look which his wife threw at him he left the immediate
neighborhood of the fireplace, where some enormous oak-logs were
burning, and modestly seated himself at the side. Turning to her
guests, Madame Dulaurens smiled and showed them a calendar with the
date February 25th inscribed thereon in huge letters. Mademoiselle de
Songeon, old and dried-up, drew nearer and seemed to take a special
interest in the flight of time. In reality her only thought was to get
possession of the corner near the fire. She had just come back from
Rome. In winter she paid attention only to the southern shrines; and to
accomplish this last pilgrimage she had had to seize hastily the cattle
of a farmer whose rent was in arrears. While warming her large feet she
considered the calendar.
“But it says the twenty-fifth of February, 1898!” she exclaimed after
reading it, “and we are now at the twenty-fifth of February, 1901. You
are exactly three years behind the time!”
All the ladies except Alice got up to confirm this. The calendar was
passed from hand to hand. Madame Orlandi, who was holding Pistache to
her heart--an old, fat, bald Pistache, whose heavy eyelids fell over
bleary eyes--cried out astonished and proud of her own penetration.
“Oh, _I_ know! You have kept it at the date of your daughter’s
wedding. To-day is the third anniversary. How clever and delicate your
motherly love is! You are _so_ sympathetic, dear Madame Dulaurens.
I too love to keep souvenirs.”
“I’ll wager you don’t remember the date of my wedding, Mamma,” said
Isabelle, now Madame Landeau.
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